Today I Lost My Faith

Today, I deconstructed my faith.
I saw a man picking through garbage
And thought he must be making art.
I talked to a man who was Polyamorous.
I see gays are married, my parents are divorced.
Every woman you'd marry, divorce is always on the tip of her mind.
If you have love, it must be abusive, but only by consent.
People go around, and form relationships
And in twenty year's time they are no more.
And what's worse, they say it's always been this way
So no time in the past were there ever what I truly wanted;
The world can't let you have it.
And your wife might accuse you of rape.

No... it's not faith in Jesus I deconstructed.
Just Love.
Jesus is the only Love I ever knew...
And that love is my final hope.