In my letter, where I pretend to be Apollos, it says, "Do not accept this heresy." It is strong, insinuating to me, that though all the teaching is correct, it is not to be added to the Bible---nor is anything I wrote to be added to it. It is, merely, my teaching given by God. Directly from Him, yet, like Pilgrim's Progress, which ought not be retained in the Bible. It is a fiction. It is heresy, should it be imbued with the sanctity of Holy Scripture. That is why the line pops out, yet the teaching is sound doctrine.

I was lifted up in the Spirit, and two seraphim sung to me. I will not describe the seraphim, but they had six wings; but I saw their face and legs, and this I will not reveal, for it is a mystery. They sung the Cherubim hymn. The Cherubim are the majesty, the top order of the angels---not the second. The Cherubim are the four creatures seated at God's throne, given power and dominion over wisdom. The Seraphim are given power and dominion over love for God.

They sung the Cherubim hymn in perfect Latin. Telling me to set aside my cares for this world. They kept repeating the line, "Let us set aside the cares for this life," saying "Nosotros" in the lyric.

How do we fulfill this? Simply put, I think it's to ignore the worldly wisdom, the promise of gain, the promise of fortune, and the cares of this life. And it's to dwell on God and His Spirit. As the Cherubim mystically represent Wisdom---perhaps it is God telling me to discover and divine His wisdom, so I can help others set aside the cares of this life. Maybe, by teaching Christ, I will unburden them the yokesome weight of worldly success, worldly truth and worldly religion. 

How to unburden that? I do not know. It doesn't mean not to work. It doesn't mean not to care, or stop providing for your family. It means, rather, to lay aside the burden of worldly success---the dominion of Satan and the pressure to perform. It's to unburden and slacken the yoke this world lays upon us, telling us to pursue riches, fame, fortune, wealth, honor, glory and gold. Rather, to seek God's kingdom first, so we may receive Christ graciously, and be seen doing our priestly duties.

Paul says, "He who does not work, does not eat." But, those who work simply to eat, or those who work for the approval of others, this is the world and all it represents. We who mystically represent the Cherubim reject these notions, and all sound wisdom do we implore.

There is more. The world weighs on the soul a massive burden. It wishes us to accept sin, to rejoice in wrongdoing, to desire, covet, work fruitlessly and tirelessly on things material and vain. We ought to be satisfied in our lot, wherever we are. If poor, as poor. If rich, giving the poor their needs accordingly. If in between, sharing the burdens of the less fortunate. We who mystically represent the Cherubim, we are given salvation through the rejection and denial of this world. Not through accepting, or working in it. The famous like Jordan Peterson, Paul Washer, Ray Comfort---although some of them doing good work for the kingdom, and some utterly evil and steeped in wrongdoing---we ought not covet these worldly positions. Neither pope, nor president, nor lawyer, doctor, scholar, master or sage. Rather, we are to do our little works here, unburdening the weak from their burden and taxation put on them by the rich, who lord over them the wealth of nations, and tell them they are inferior minded for not having obtained such position and status. This is what we unburden from ourselves. Neither to be great men like Paul, or Jeremiah or King Saul, but to be within our means, taking the meagre bread we can afford with satisfaction, and as a Chinese proverb goes, "Happy belly, happy life." Neither fruitlessly pursuing food, but rather being provided with the manna from heaven, which is God's word. Let our bellies be filled with God's word, and our mouths filled with truth. And let this feed us, whether as farmers, carpenters, painters, electricians, plumbers, writers, pastors, theologians, doctors, lawyers, tax officials, servant or king. Let God's word feed us, and fill our mouths and bellies, so we can be filled with good, and not care for the things of this life, pursuing the empty vanity of worldly success, achievement, or notoriety. If a Pulitzer Prize, only for Jesus. And if none, for Jesus as well, so long as it ministers with wisdom. If a Super Bowl ring, only for Jesus---for He decides and decrees who wins these honors, if there is an honest sport. Rather, let us work in the honesty of our professions, whatever it is, so enjoyment and satisfaction can rain down upon us. Not for these things alone,---I speak foolishly, yet don't---but for the glory of the Kingdom in honesty, truth and meekness.

What we do, we are given by God to be great Chess players, honest folk and workmen, bakers, butchers and smiths;  craftsmen, piano players, fashioners of toys, games, and the great furnishings which we all enjoy. Yet, make these things rubbish, should they be taken away in an instance. Make them counted less than a filthy rag, to be thrown away, if in peril for the Kingdom. Lay down the burden of chasing these things... receive the bounty God has given, if through honest gain. Yet, never put these things so highly that you will cause others to lose their portions, their spoils, their success... for this is idolatry. To covet what is not yours, nor rightfully, even as a poor man,---lay aside the burden of this world. For there will always be poor, and many poor are honorable, never stealing, never backbiting, always gracious for their received gifts. And these, I tell you, have great portions awaiting them in the kingdom, greater than I or any other man, for having suffered needlessly in life. For they have given up everything, and are called Apostles, taken out of the world and given new names. Let us be like them, ready at a moment to lay aside the dust of gold for the kingdom of heaven. For, if our flight is now, we must lay aside even family and friends and allies if it means fleeing to a kingdom which is safer. For, Jeremiah spoke to Judah, saying, "Flee unto Babylon." Not because Babylon was better than their home, but because it was just, and thereby they would not be cruelly mistreated by their own brethren.

Be ready to lay aside all cares, all burdens---super bowl rings, world cups, Pulitzer and Nobel prizes, Fame, Fortune, Grandmastery,---if these things come at the cost of covetousness. Lay them aside, if they come at the cost of sin and unburden yourself with the cares of this world. If one must sin to attain these paltry riches, then it is better to be the poor out on the street. If, by worldly measure, one must sin in order to be successful... then it is better to live like half the world and suffer a short time, than to live luxuriously and spend an eternity in hell.

Yet, for all of this, remember America was good.

Love disciplines. Love does not sit idly, while someone puts themselves in danger. Or others. Sometimes, it is also loving to destroy.

When we know God's love, it is not all forgiving, unless you repent. It is not all loving, unless you repent. God's enemies will not receive His love. They will receive the Sword as judgment, and the Worm shall eat into them for eternity, in the prison of hell.

That is love. As, would God be loving, if He allowed evil to reign, and thereby create suffering for everyone? No one able to truly love, because we have redefined love as "No Rebuke"? The danger, of course, is that this current trend continues, and in God's wrath, He gives the nation over to its sin, like He did in Russia and China. And allow enormous suffering for a century, like He did in those nations. Which, only now are beginning to attain righteousness, and thereby receive some of their freedom.

Righteousness exalts a nation. Sin destroys it. Would it be loving for God to allow the nations to suffer for seventy years, with no rest, no hope, hatred of the very things which make life good? Is that love? As Homosexuals hate good. They, by their very being, convince others to renounce healthy love, and thereby gain hedonistic pleasure. Love is but chemicals. Love is but a fleeting desire. Love is but the dirty filth created from sodomy and illicit sex. That is love. And true love, it is scorned, berated, falsely said to not exist. It is hated, women are taught to hate their husbands, and men are taught to be slaves to their wives' whim. And there can be no happiness.

Ought God judge now? To remove the sin from us? Or, ought He succumb us to the sin, like a cancer, and we must bear the enormous pain for years on end without having it removed? For it is love which tells the patient, "Bear under this pain and burden, for your suffering is good and noble, the physicians will do nothing for it is not your choice"? Do any homosexuals wish to be so? Why not offer them redemption? Tell them they do not have to be what they are? They can be celibate, or even by miraculous grace have that abomination removed from their very DNA.

The danger, of course, is accepting homosexuality as normal, and thereby destroying marriage, love, trust, childbearing... having false accusations of rape which make no man and no woman able to love one another, having disloyal and domineering women who make their male consorts slaves, and their families slaves to their lack of judgment.

This is how the world was created by God. And given that men and women are built to follow God's law---because God is infinitely wise, and knows good better than we do ourselves---we can attain to true happiness by willingly following God's law. As, right now the world is miserable, on the brink of war; men and women are each other's enemies; races are warring amongst one another; nobody will forgive; theft, covetousness and lawlessness are abounding, for fools think these things are noble. And the danger, above all else, is that men are infinitely unhappy, and unwise, and cannot attain to true joy or satisfaction anymore on this Earth. Which is contrary to what the Earth was made for. Despite there being suffering for this world's being imperfect, let our suffering be a reminder of the things to come. And our joy made complete in the obedience to God's Law. 

I had about an hour's long conversation about my philosophy of Logos with a friend. And I had noted the sensation of it turning into a debate. There was that antagonism, that shame, that hearty readiness for a rebuttal. I, then, listened. As what else could I do if someone were so adamant about their view.

The topic was on Hebrews 11:1. Which in the KJV is interpreted as "The substance of things hoped for, and the evidence of things unseen." In his translation it was, "The assurance of things hoped for, the conviction about things unseen." We got lost in the rabbit hole of Interlinear translations, to which I drew out my own interpretation, which is likely the most accurate with regard to the original Greek, "The understanding of things hoped for, and the exposing of things not seen."

To which, Paul says not to quarrel about words. So, I simply laid out the evidence of God's existence. The Moral Law and the Fruit of the Spirit. As, these two go hand in hand. That we ought to minister, as Paul said, with power and not through man's reason. What is that power? It is kindness. Love. Patience. And if we obey those teachings---and others such as the Sabbath's Rest or to not Covet---we find ourselves happier. For that is the Logos, is God's word, as evidenced by the Great Sages who speak it through having found it by diligent search. It became clear to me that for a man to be a sage, he must have found God's word on his own. I had known this already, but I communicated it.

Where he disagreed was in the sense that he interpreted what I had to say as "Reason". I do use reason, as firmly based on the evidence for the faith. The overwhelming evidence, but that reason is not something which a man can put under a microscope, nor scratch at with a scalpel. It is rather something that comes through understanding the meaning, and sense of the world around you. To which, in that meaning---the invisible evidence---we discover God's existence.

He furthermore stated that one need assurance and conviction. I agreed wholeheartedly, yet what can a man stand on assuredly, without evidence? That is why Faith exposes what is unseen. It draws forth the hidden meanings and truths, which sensibly can be communicated and only a fool would refute it. This does not stop many men from being foolish. But, as the Founders of our Constitution felt, truth was self evident and established in God's Law. That God's Law was self evident---and on that framework, was our entire constitution framed. That truth is self evident. And surely it is, given that what we see from diverting from that truth is the pathways which directly cause suffering.

That is why God is true, because we observe what is true, and see it firmly establishes the Law God laid down in the Holy Scripture. Which, if one reads the Holy Scripture scientifically, they neither find meaning or reason because they are looking to describe the miraculous with something mundane. Rather, the end of our conversation derived the true meaning of faith, which is in light of the overwhelming evidence that God is Who He claims in the Bible, we can rest assuredly that the things we do not understand---such as King Saul's Death, Noah's Flood or Adam and Eve in the Garden and the Tower of Babel---are sufficiently provided through the omnipotence of God's love. For without that Love firmly established and rooted in the truth, what would life be but despair and suffering?

It used to be something I did, was argue incessantly with Atheists on YouTube. And then I read the scripture, "They fast for strife and debate." I realized that was my fast. I was ministering to an audience, that---having made the mistake again---can only seethe with hatred and slander and abuse.

Paul lists debate as a sin in Titus 3:9. And I realized apologetics is a useless field.

The more we argue with nonbelievers, the more we show ourselves on their turf. The constant debates are sinful.

When atheists ask for evidence, I have piles of it. I can literally write entire books on the evidence for God's existence. If they don't want to believe, they don't want to believe. It's not for a lack of evidence that these atheists lose their faith. It is a lack of faith. A lack of desire for God.

An atheist posted a nasty little remark on a channel. I could have gone through the entire schloop. What would it have accomplished? Unless he were willing to learn---unless he had desire for God---there'd be no breaking through to him.

Truthfully, what brings men to God is a life well lived. A life of obedience, and then the following joy. We can talk until we're blue in the face, but unless we minister with power---the power of the fruit of God's Spirit---we can never accomplish a persuading argument.

What would happen? I would talk for hours with this person. Maybe even days. Every comment I'd sense his undying hatred. His quarrelsome spirit. The yoke of the burden of the conversation would hang over me. He, in his foolishness, would bring up some obscure point of nihilism. He just doesn't want to see the evidence. The evidence is that God's law works. It works better than our faulty understanding. A whole generation are taken away in their wickedness. They think all day on violence and lust. It is not curiosity, nor nobility that atheists start quarrels. It is merely their own hatred for your soul. The demon within them, which wants to destroy all peace.

Quarrel not. Debate not. Nobody was won to the faith from an argument.

Jesus had to be perfect. Both in body, and in soul. A trans-woman mutilates his body. And a trans-woman has imperfection in his soul. If you offer a lame sacrifice---as is quoted in the prophets---God will not accept it. Meaning, your vision of Jesus must be as pure as God Himself. If you have a Jesus in your mind Who sinned, then you cannot be cleansed by Christ.

One must, therefore, hold a perfect image of Christ in their mind. Otherwise, they have offered a lame idol before God, and that idol will destroy you. Jesus must be wholly without sin. Never having tasted sin. Completely pure, perfect, unblemished, unstained by the world. And, by reading the Bible we understand He was. He was kind, compassionate, loving---yet also stern.

We must understand that God's love encompasses discipline for sin. If God has love for His subjects, He will discipline us like a father will his son. He will not leave us undisciplined. He will strike us, hard sometimes. As the prophet in Micah was placed in prison for his sin, and God had placed him there for a time. God is a disciplinarian.

We must understand this. We must not divert from this understanding, that God is wholly pure, wholly perfect, unstained, unblemished, without sin, without having done violence: without having love or kindness He cannot be God. Yet, that same Christ will come back with the sword and destroy the sinners. He is wholly a Prince of Peace, yet also, has wrath stored up for children of disobedience.

First, I attest to the three oldest creeds of the faith.
The Athanasian Creed, the Apostle's Creed and the Nicene Creed.
Second, I believe in John Bunyan's understanding of Calvanism.
I believe we are sealed by God, through the predestination of His election,
And that we must hold onto our Seal, lest we succumb to death by rejecting Christ.
I believe every man, woman and child are called and written into the book of life
Until they have sinned, and were thereby separated. 
Yet, by accepting the LORD Jesus, our names are rewritten back into the book of life.
If we lose our profession of faith, our names will be blotted out of the book of life.
I believe in the Millennial Kingdom, as prophesied in Isaiah, Ezekiel and Revelation;
That it is its own distinct time and dispensation
Meant to give sustenance to those who've suffered in this life; that they shall then gain the things of this world during Christ's reign, and it will be so that the Meek inherit the Earth.
I believe in dispensations, that first men had a vapor of knowledge that God exists
And later, God would reveal Himself to Abraham, and Moses, the Prophets and finally reveal Himself unto Death as Christ Jesus, and furthermore through the Apostles.
I believe works of charity are integral for salvation. If one has sustenance, they must give to the poor, and have a deep desire to do so.
I believe that the Old Covenant is what Jesus referred to as "Finished", 
And that when Paul says "Works" he means "Works" pertaining to the Mosaic Covenant.
I believe in the direct revelation of Prophets and Faith Healings and Tongues---
That all these gifts are still active today.
I do not believe the Bible is literally inerrant, because I believe it must be that men do not worship it above God.
I believe God's law is inherent, and can be observed by those outside of the church, and even discovered and witnessed.
I believe in the Miracles of Genesis, and that God's Omnipotence is above my own understanding.
I believe the morals set down by Christ and His Apostles are the law we must follow, and that the Mosaic Law in the Old Testament we must abstain from following.
I believe every man, woman and child deserves a sentence of death, as described in the Mosaic law, and this is why Christ accomplished grace at the cross, for even disobeying the Sabbath---who is Christ---is a penalty worthy of death.
I believe in the Old Liturgy and Hymns over newly created ones, save that the hymns have rich theology based in the Holy Prophecies of Christ.
I believe the Rapture is at the 6th seal, as is prophesied by Christ and John.
I believe that if I hold onto these beliefs, and never reject them, and all others taught by God through the Holy Scripture and Prophets and Saints, that I shall never see nor taste of death, and I shall never need suffer through the seven years of tribulation.
I believe in laying no barriers to Baptism, save a confession that Jesus is the LORD, that He raised, and a confession of the Trinity.
I believe true salvation is evidenced by a deep desire to Fear God's name, and walk in His commandments.
I believe in the Fruit of the Spirit, Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Gentleness, Self Control, Goodness and Faithfulness are gifts from God, and come from no other source but through God, and are the evidence of the faith.
I believe that I am a sinner, guilty of capital punishment and therefore guilty of hellfire, and so need God's grace to return unto Him, and walk a perfect walk with an unstained conscience.

This is the list of beliefs one must have to be a member of the Church of Philadelphia.

1. The Ten Virgins Interpretation: Works and Salvation

1. Ten virgins are in the story, to walk through the night---the evil time of the present---and they are going to meet their groom, Jesus.
2. The five wise and five foolish correspond to wise and foolish Christians. I do not believe the number has a significance, other than poetic effect. It is a literary technique, and I had been tempted to draw some sort of meaning from the number, but such is a baseless reading of scripture. Trying to find meaning in numerology is a form of bad method for reading the Bible. It can only bring contemptuous interpretations.
3. As a young man, I used to forget my homework. I could have even done the homework assignment, but I might have left it at home and thereby not received the grade for it. It ought to be evident that I was a foolish man in youth, and the literal meaning of this is to outline foolishness. A very practical observation of foolishness, which is forgetfulness.
4. The wise, again, take their oil. They do not forget. Likely, the forgotten element which the wise virgins do not forget is the Moral Teaching of Christ. Christ likens the teachings he gives in Matthew 5 - 7 as a rock, on which to build your foundation. The wise virgins practice obedience to these commandments, thus their lamps are filled. The foolish, not practicing the moral commandments of scripture, their lamps run empty.
5. The Bridegroom tarries. This is the time of life, the span between birth and death. Jesus tarries between life and death, so that we suffer much, until we slumber. The sleep is a forgetful state. Maybe a loll in the rhythm of a Christian's life. The virgins are tired, they fall asleep waiting outside the door of the church to be married---what this sleep means is a mystery. It cannot be a disobedience, but it may actually mean our worldly lives and the comforts of life, which loll us into a sleep, of sort.
6 - 9. The day of death is upon us, or the tribulation. The Bridegroom is coming to take the virgins to heaven. The virgins are to go out and meet him. But, the foolish virgins have not the law of God within them, so they then ask the wise virgins for their oil. Of course, a man cannot borrow righteousness from another man, so the wise virgins remain vigilant, and tell the foolish virgins to go out into the world and buy their oil. By this, it must mean there is no longer any time to repent. The oil of the world will never suffice---or the oil of the world's wisdom. They must trim their lamps with the world's wisdom, rather than Christ's moral law.
10. While the foolish virgins were out, trying to buy their oil---while they were trying to accumulate the knowledge of salvation from the world---the wise virgins, who retained the law and moral teachings of Christ were at the door, ready to be taken home.
11 - 13. The virgins who were foolish then come to the door, after the door has shut behind the Groom and his Bride, and they cry out, "Let us in!" But, it is too late, the wedding has begun. Christ then says, "Watch, therefore, for you know neither the time nor the hour which Christ returns!"

Notes: The issue here, I see, is with modern evangelical Christians who believe that "Works" are apart from God's teachings. The entire teaching of modern evangelicals discounts the clear teaching of Jesus, that we are to add works to our faith. Grace means that a person who has committed sin, like myself, can be saved. Freely, all of my sin is forgiven, past, present and future. But, clearly, the foolish virgins are the ones who take this as an excuse to do what they please, and they forget the clear precepts of Christ who taught plainly that works were a part of our faith. As, faith without works is dead.

2. Abortion

At first, I. like a Rabbi, saw her fruit depart
And I thought to myself, "The fruit has departed,"
And thus, "Abortion is a statutory offense."
Then, I read a sinner's article, where she clearly
Tried to refute what I had not known,
"The fruit can survive being expelled from the womb?"
She callously quoth I the Rabbi
"See, it is a statutory offense!";
Yet the fruit's survival changed everything. 
Thus, life for life,
Wound for wound, burn for burn
Applied to the woman's fruit; not the woman.
It made more sense to me,
Thus, it is to be said,
"Call no one Rabbi beside Christ."

3. Homosexuality is Sin

The chapter that best deals with it
Is Romans Chapter 1.
I believe, Christ while teaching His apostles
Verbatim taught Paul's words.
I imagine Him sitting, and preaching,
And little Jude rebelling because he had not yet sinned.
Saying, "That is the opposite of what you teach!"
Yet, how later on those teachings would be the sweetest.

Homosexuality, in Romans 1,
Is addressed in plain terms.

"26 For this cause God gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature:

"27 And likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust one toward another; men with men working that which is unseemly, and receiving in themselves that recompence of their error which was meet."

There can be no equivocation that Homosexuality is a sin.
As, any rendering of the sense of this passage reveals
It can only be talking about Homosexuality.

To Christians, I'd rather you not be Christian
Than teach sin. There is more hope for you in total rebellion
Than there is being lukewarm. Because at least in rebellion
You can find the truth, and it will shut your mouth
And then you will have something wise to teach.

The modern Protestant's confession is as weak as Elon Musk's.
He never said he was a Christian. He affirmed Christ's teachings.
Even a fool will affirm Christ's teachings.
Rather, it is the forgiveness of our sins,
That is why we need Christ.
So we are enabled to follow His teachings.
That is why we need Christ.
And teaching Homosexuality is not a sin
Is counter the example set at the cross
Which is the forsaking of ALL sin
For the purpose of the heavenly kingdom.
That which kills a man is his sin
And Christ's yoke is light because it will unburden us
From our sin, so we no longer are compelled into it.

Therefore, unburden the homosexual
By saying, "Christ can cleanse you of this shame and abomination."
For, that is what they truly want.
Not an excise into committing more lethal shame.

4. At Bethesda

I had listened to a sermon
Where it was said that the man at Bethesda had sinned.
And that was why he was a cripple.
And Jesus, asking him, "Do you want to be healed,"
Was really Jesus asking the man whether he wanted
The responsibilities associated with being healed;
As if being a paralytic it could be acceptable
That he lay on his cot all day;
Now he will be expected to work.
It was also taught out of a Bible
Where a verse was removed,
Where it details the angel stirring the water
So the men could be healed.
Hypocrite.

I will give the actual rendering.
Jesus asked, as I will often ask,
"Do you want this good thing?"
Not as a rebuke, not as an underhanded
Jab reminding him of his humble condition,
But because it is perfunctory kindness.
The man, being crippled, wanted in the water
Yet, he could not because men had to compete
To obtain their healing. In this was the Old Judaic Code
And Christ came to redeem man from that code.
Thus, Christ healed the man, and not the Angel
Who would heal a man through strife and trouble.
Finally, Jesus approached the man when he was healed
And the man told the Pharisees that it was Jesus
Who healed him. Jesus, before that, told the man to sin no more.
How many of you, being thrilled to death about something
Will speak of it? To anyone, no matter whom?
Ought this man be damned for his excitement?
Ought he be damned because he was joyful of heart?
Yes? He told the Pharisees this thing maliciously?
What have you to judge this man, like you know his heart or intent?
Or, like so many men, in weakness, did he wish to tell of his victory?
The man did not sin in telling the Pharisees.
Rather, we do not have God's omniscience,
Thus we cannot know God's thoughts.
Cease from this idle teaching, for it produces
A sort of doubt most insidious.
For it is a doubt of the Characteristic of God's mercy toward His elect.
There was a man I encountered who was pushed in a wheelchair
With full ability to walk. Yet he would not.
Ought we liken the man at Bethesda
To a man who feigns his illness?---
Even there I was not to judge, but had mercy.---
Yet, thereby, make Christ less than a miracle worker?---
Had I told this man to get up and walk, would it have then been a miracle?
If you can believe this about Christ, then you have no understanding of Who He is.
"The meek shall inherit the Earth," whomever that meek one is.
And being told, "Sin no more," every one of us are told this
After being healed from our transgressions, for what else can be said?
To sin more?