I Would Fall in Love With You So Easily

I would fall in love with you so easily.
If the two of us were to meet one another on the street
If we were to both be single---and there is the problem
Because beautiful girls like you aren't single for long---
Our reverence toward God
Our broken history.

Yet, I am ugly. Just foul words
As you express your best upon the sheet
I express my worst.

I give you my poetry, and you read it.
You like the ones I hate.
The ones I hate most about myself.
Your mind is like mine
And as a woman, that is rare to find
One who is wise.

Even the things I would disagree with
I find are noble in your hands.
Such things as feminism make me angry
But when you speak of it
I remember it had its elegance.
And I understand you are a warrior
But so am I.

I stay away from you on purpose.
I do not come near your portal
For if I did, I would find one with like mind.
I do not know if it is the same with you.

Yet, I am ugly.
I am putrid.
However, embark on a journey with me
And I might fall in love.
Right now I am not.
Right now I am jaded.
I am selfish.
I am cruel.
I am angry.
Embittered by the world around me.

I do not want you for sex.
I want you for your company.
For, even the foulest thoughts in other women
Are noble in you.

For, you have a battle to fight
And I grant you excelsior on those battles.
As my nation crumbles
As my freedoms wane...
I am a glowing ember sodden by the lacquer 
Of too much kerosene.
Which, that kerosene smothers even my ember.
Yet, do not quench it---
The God I worship would never.

Yet, your friendship and amatoral touch
Is my deepest prayer.

The Capacities

The capacity to know something
Is, possibly,
The hallmark of true genius.

The capacity to be skeptical 
Is, possibly,
The hallmark of true intelligence.

The capacity to believe or refute everything
Is, possibly,.
The hallmark of true mediocrity.

The capacity to interpolate 
Is, possibly,
The hallmark of true ignorance.

The capacity to ignore
Is, possibly.
The hallmark of true stupidity.

Phusis and Chronos

Purple hair of the setting sun's fire,
With robes of the sky's daytime amethyst---
Her sandals are peridot sward, nestled
In the earth of her skin's sun-kissed velvet.
Her eyes are the ocean's green, with glass foam.
She wears the skins of all the beasts she took
In combat; the insects are her jewels.
She is betrothed to Time as man and wife.
As time will age, so will she weaken.
Until the two pass on to the heavens.
For nature grows weaker, as time passes
On, and the more unnatural man becomes
The time of Nature's magic wanes, so with
Her love, and mercy and her swells of joy.
Until she dies, and so does Time, and the
White Rider comes upon clouds of heaven.

Hellenism

To avoid the tyranny of
The stepmother's disloyal rage
She sent her two children upon
A lamb to swim them o'er the bay.
The daughter fell off the sheep's loin.
She drowned, while the boy was then saved.
In this journalism I see
Vacuous truth, unconscious in
That it had no symbol, nothing
The storyteller of the fleece
Would wish to cause us pay heed.
Rather, no moral does it spin
No deep truth for a heart to win.
Yet a past land's conscience it leaves.

If I Could Write My Story

If I could write my story
One day I were walking down the state park
Or sitting in the mall
Or typing at my laptop in the local bookstore
A beautiful girl would pull up a chair next to me
Sit down, and say high.
I wouldn't know why.
I'd be shy at first
But she'd be persistent.
Then we'd strike up a conversation.
She'd find out quick I'm a writer
Ask to read some of what I wrote
And then she'd like it.
We'd spend the next month
With that obsessive kind of friendship
That comes with just meeting someone.
And soon, we'd fall in love.

About a year of being friends---
An eventful year, where we waited on each other
And were in the pre-relationship phase---
I'd put an engagement band on her finger.
A little gold ring with a small diamond.
We'd have a night of weakness
Where we would make love for the first time.
Soon afterward, we would get married.

We'd have kids,
And I would homeschool them.
Not for any religious reason
But only to spend as much time 
With them as possible.
She'd work from home on the computer
And I'd spend my time teaching my children.

My writing would be a mystery to my children
Something which they would be forbidden to read
Until they reach the appropriate age.
And sure enough, they would sneak into the room
And take the step ladder
To take the book from the highest shelf
And read it. I would scold them.

However, my books would sell a modest amount.
A small amount.
Maybe I would make thirty thousand dollars a year from my books.
I would then take the money and tithe it
And invest it in treasury bonds.
It would be a supplemental income
Which brought us comfort.
But, I wouldn't be famous.
Nor a household name.
Just a random stranger some people met
On the internet,
And they bought my books.

When I was old, and had grandchildren,
Then, when it couldn't corrupt me
My work would explode in popularity.
Just enough that I was old and gray
And my wife too,
And my children with children and their children on the way.
And my work would be praised as the greatest of the twenty-first century.
I would win Pulitzer, Nobel, Hugo, Poet Laureate.
In old age...
And I would be surprised by the sudden success.
But, not changed by it.
I would know how to use the money
And would be like Milton Hershey
Who invested it into the widows and orphans.
To which, I would pass away silently in my sleep
At an old age,
My wife also by my side.
And I will have lived the life I dreamt about. 

Word

Only a genius can understand this concept.
So, I may look insane speaking it.
But, I am not the first.
Nor will I be the last.

I will try to speak it as simply as possible.

Men, in two places on the globe
Can discover a principle in science, art, morality
Simultaneously with another man.
Neither man, having ever studied
Or known the other,
Can discover the principle.
And that is how we know it is true.

For in China, and in Greece,
The concept of Tao and Word
Was discovered.
Poets find similar thoughts
Similar constructs,
Meandering through the languages' rhythms and stories.

Myths build upon one another
To create archetypes,
To create forms
To create similitudes
With others.

Aborigines, I've heard
Can navigate their paths through song.
Fortune tellers can understand your path
Through a hidden tell.
Detectives can know a sequence of events
By a single fiber out of place.

Moral philosophers on three different continents
Separated by various degrees of culture
Discover truths about compassion
About kindness, about love.
And societies crumble when they reject these 
Fundamental truths.

Scientists dig into the earth
But poets dig into the constructs
To develop similar themes to one another
Precisely because they exist somewhere
Latent deep in the subconscious minds.

Psychoses are so similar from one man to another
Because we human beings share similar
Mindsets, and similar passions and similar dreams.
Men share their mental diseases in common
The same as their bodily diseases.
Men share their moral failings in common
The same as their physical addictions.

When we understand this,
We shall find there was indeed a creator.
And we shall name Him until we discover
There was indeed a name at the beginning.
And when we find that name
It shall be Jesus.
For, all the hidden truths and unpleasant things
Were told to us by Him, and not a single thing was hidden.