My rebellion is form; I defy the generation herefore me.

Beatniks created it; I will kill it. I, a rebel poet, too.

American poets are slaves to stupid forms; what's wrong with Haikus?

Dear,
Spinoza

A mechanical god, one with nature, the laws of physics and the laws of morality---impersonal, unaffected, is not a god. Lucretius is my current muse. And I love every verse of his. Every part of his poems, masterfully translated into my language, is beautiful. The entreaty to Venus, or love, the entreaty to abandoning religion because of its immoral nature. These are things I cautiously accept as true. However, though morals, science and nature are self evident in itself, this is not god.

You say God is impersonal, and does not interact with human beings. I completely disagree. Every aspect of my life proves there's providence behind it. Sometimes I'm amazed at how well God listens to me. Sometimes I'm even paranoid that some force malicious is listening to me, and bringing to bear all my prayers. But, that's not so. Rather, God does interact with men, He does change and bend the laws of physics, and He does have a personal relationship with His subjects.

It may seem narcissistic to believe that God listens... when in fact He actually does. And blatantly, I see your god being believed in in the end days. And a great disorder it will create. Because, there's one problem with your theory. Just one. If there is no one to judge---and morals are self evident---why follow them? If no consequence will fall eternally upon the brow of a man who rebels---certainly, men like Genghis Kahn and Nero had far more exorbitant pleasures than any men in history. The Aztecs, likewise, committed cannibalism without censure. It was praised.

While Lucretius is right, that religion is often a guise to the worst kinds of evil---so would an evil of sorts be created by believing all god were, is the forces of the universe. For, then nothing but man could make man accountable, and therefore, law---whether benevolent or not---would be the sole arbiter. Thus, naturally, rich men would be better suited for this system than the poor. The prideful than the humble. The warrior over the worker. Some may say this is always been--- True. But, it ought not be. And because it is, something must hold it accountable, otherwise the outcome is misery for the masses, and sublime pleasures for the few who rule them.

With that, I've studied history, and it seems to me that God had shown the Laws we ought to live by in three stages. First, with Hammurabi. Second with Moses. And third, with the Messiah Christ. And each dispensation, the law was revealed slowly, never changing but rather reaffirming the truth. For, in Abraham's day it was simply the invention of law that needed to be. In Moses' day it was the necessity for man to have relationship with his Creator. And finally in Christ, it was the necessity of understanding men are Sabbath Breakers, and need to be forgiven. 

With that being said, the law hasn't changed. In the Torah, it says a man guilty of innocent blood ought to stop and change his ways, and he will no longer be guilty of innocent blood. With that, God will change and rend the times and laws and seasons to place you far away from the old man, so that you forget him completely. For, that is the mystery of the Prophets and law, is mercy. And God---being far more advanced in mind than any of us---is the only one who can arbitrate and therefore cleanse our souls from wrongdoing. For the world is apt to judge so harshly that a summary offense will become a fatal fault, and a flagrant capital offense will be considered perfectly justifiable. And should either offense be made, God will cleans that offense from man with the Blood of Christ, therefore, making that man like he had never sinned.

If nothing proceeds from nothing
And matter is created through light---
Then it is perfectly logical
That the first thing God must say is
"Let there be light."

For the light proceeds from God,
And by light all matter was formed.
Therefore, God is the eternal force
From which all other things spring.

If the Omniverse is eternally recurring,
And multiverses merge within multiverses,
And universes are constantly being formed and dying,
And the Big Bang is an eternally recurring thing
Throughout the infinity of Space and Time,
Yet Time is a relative construct,
What exists outside of the known dimensions of Space/Time?
From there, it is where God said,
"Let there be Light."

For here, eternity is different
Than where time does not exist.

The Noble Lie ought to be understood
That it is a lie. That George Washington
Cut down a Cherry Tree and never lied;
That Abraham Lincoln travelled miles
To return a halfpenny, or Santa
The Tooth Fairy, the Easter Bunny, so
With the Hero Christopher Columbus
Who was incessant that the world was
Round, or Thomas Edison inventing
The modern world, or that mental woes
Turn up in innocent people. It ought
To be understood these lies are not true.

Yet, men ought to so live like they were true.
George Washington teaches us honesty;
And Abraham Lincoln taught equity'
Santa, the Easter Bunny and Fairy
Teach us that good behavior reward us
Christopher Columbus taught persistence
Thomas Edison teaches us genius
And believing mentally ill people
Are innocent cures them of the ailment.

Yet, we ought to walk knowing these lies;
In school, as young children, it ought to be 
Child's play, where then into adulthood
It is understood the things learned as youth
Were the G rated stories we needed.
For, Genocide, Rape, Political lies
Are not things we ought to teach our children.
And as adults, we ought to know what was
True about the Noble Lies we were told.
For, reality ought not be what we
Mimic, but rather the ideal world.
For, who knows? Maybe one day, knowing the
Lie is only a lie, but a noble
Lie, we can live like the lie were true, and
Then build a better state for our children.

Mental illness is caused by guilt.
Or, it is caused by trauma associated with guilt.
Or, it is caused by self-love.
Or, it is caused by fear.
Or, it is caused by hatred.
Or, it is caused by excessive grief.
Or, it is caused by sexual immorality.
Or, it is caused by neglect.

Psychosis is caused by guilt.
OCD is caused by guilt.
Narcissism is caused by being abusive.
Depression is caused by loss, and then associating the loss with a guilty conscience.
Paranoia is caused by guilt.
Anxiety is caused by guilt.
Bi-Polar is associated with sexual sin.
Anti-social personality disorder is associated with causing severe trauma to someone else.
Borderline Personality Disorder is caused by delinquent behavior and disobedience to authority.

It is not what goes into a man that causes uncleanliness
But what comes out of a man. That is what defiles the soul.

Aphorism 121. Capitalism is only evil if the rich horde all the wealth.

Aphorism 122. Communism is evil because it claims property is theft.

Aphorism 123. Socialism doesn't work; at the end, everyone would die from boredom.

Aphorism 124. Reincarnation and Karma are just a way to justify inequity; rather, if someone's life sucks, it was their previous life that bore the reason.

Aphorism 125. Karma doesn't exist. I see too many rich criminals and poor whom are the salt of the Earth.

Aphorism 126. If a man's hungry. Feed him bread. Don't pass him by and say, "I ought to teach him to fish."

Aphorism 127. Some men, by forces of chance, cannot have anything in this life. It is neither just, nor is it right, but it is a truth nonetheless. It is one of the reasons I believe in God.

Aphorism 128. It's good, as a youth, to want to right all the wrongdoings of the world. But, as you get older, you ought to see the true solution is to right what you have wronged yourself.

Aphorism 129. Every generation invents its own cuss words; the test of a generation, and how corrupt it was, is how many of those cuss words it coined.

Aphorism 130. A cuss word is wrong depending solely on its context---the bloody cloth, dog and fox were vulgarisms used in the Bible.

Aphorism 131. When Paul says, "Let your speech be wholesome, young men," it means not to be given to crude conversation. There are many such conversations, which, nary a taboo will be said.

Aphorism 132. Solomon says, "Do not be overly righteous, lest you destroy yourself." I think the meaning of this is not to be prudish.

Aphorism 133. When speaking of a woman's beauty, speak of her beauteously.

Aphorism 134. When speaking of a woman's beauty, your words will betray your own beauty.

Aphorism 135. Politics and Religion are necessary topics in a free society, but not sex.

Aphorism 136. A slippery slope argument is only so, when the syllogism's causal chain do not necessitate.

Aphorism 137. Moral corruption leads to more moral corruption. There is nothing illogical about that.

Aphorism 138. The phantasy of the mind soon frustrates, and it must then be acted upon.

Aphorism 139. Saying, "Fire" in a crowded theater is not the same as saying, "You're a sinner" to someone who is in danger of eternal damnation.

Aphorism 140. Any sin Paul listed in Romans 1, if presently partook, will not be forgiven.

Aphorism 141. Put the old man in the past; and the new man in the present.

Aphorism 142. If you must cuss or blaspheme, it's better you cuss.

Aphorism 143. Phenomenology of the written word is to share experiences with the author.

Aphorism 144. Word is the axiom that any expression has an understanding.

Aphorism 145. There is truth.

Aphorism 146. One can, if they listen, know what someone else had said.

Aphorism 147. The most narcissistic trait of modern culture, is the idea that we are self-contained to only our own experiences.

Aphorism 148. A story's purpose is to feel what others have felt. And to know why they have felt it.

Aphorism 149. An essay, a poem and a story are not always a solitary entity.

Aphorism 150. I looked at everything a man could do, and found nothing better for him than to eat from his labors.