Happiness Machines

Arguing what might be my last debate
With an old, friend who taught me
The value of listening...

He brought me to a documentary of a king
Who sought to silence our Shadows through art---
The very worst he did was endorse smoking cigarettes.

I agreed with him, the methods employed
Could be used to the population's detriment;
I even agreed that the frustration created by
Social engineers was wrong.

I agreed with him those very psychoanalytic
Methods employed by Bernays could be used to cause great harm.
I agreed to the last breath of agreement...

But, to say that Freud's nephew was a bad man
I could not. He made prominent his uncle---
Well, literally made his theories famous,
Enriched the United States population
Along with himself in everything he did;
He enriched his uncle....
I could not agree on that point.
I could agree on everything else we talked about
But when I got to the bottom of the issue,
I would rather rich men be like Bernays
Seeking to bring everyone else up to their level
Than be like Soros and bring everyone down. 

Analysis of the Mithgarth Worm

I attempt to describe universal symbolism with my poetry. I tend to draw out a universal vision---though unique to my letters. For instance, the verse in Micah, which talks of our sin being cast into the sea, I make my sin a literal Doppelganger. I drew that from the archetype without being first aware of it. The same that I think there is a universal symbolism. For instance, across three continents, there are depictions of a seven headed dragon. And, in Revelation, there is a seven headed dragon. And in Norse Mythology, there is a Mithgarth Worm. How cultures relate to this aesthetic defines them. Some celebrate the aesthetic while others do not. However, in Chinese culture they celebrate the dragon, while Westerners fight it. Some Western Myths have their heroes defeated by the dragon, place it in different places of their cosmology. What's important to understand is that the dragon exists. It manifests itself in different places throughout the world, being universally symbolic of an aesthetic. The Christians would call it evil while the Eastern religions would call it good.

It's important to know that I do not worship the Dragon's aesthetic. The aesthetic I worship is Christ---pure beauty, pure light, pure truth. I find it indicative of what a true God would be. It is my belief that God had revealed Himself in stages throughout tangible history. First to Abraham, who influenced the making of the Hammurabi's Code. Second to Moses, whose signs and wonders convinced the Pharaoh to create the cult of Aten. And lastly in Christ Jesus, the Man Who Was God Incarnate. I feel this needed to happen, as we derive from the symbolism across culture manifestations of evil, too. Distortions to the truth.

I believe good has been revealed in stages, and I believe evil has been present on this earth, creating its manifestations. While, Christ is the ultimate good. For, He promises something important, which is the purging of our evil; the erasure of our sins from ever having existed. It's paramount for men to have clean slates if they ever intend on being good. Not to say that remembrance of the past will send one to hell, it won't. But, to say that if our past defined us, or if we were limited by it and never forgiven... if it were never forgotten, the danger is that past embittering us and turning us toward an aesthetic like that of the Dragon.

As, that is the aesthetic war. Christ against the Dragon. The Christ is natural, beauty, light, life, heterosexual love; the Dragon is artificial, ugliness, darkness, death and homoeroticism. For by heterosexual love, life continues and flourishes. Through homoeroticism, life is seen foul, self indulgent and hedonistic. This fact that the modern world's aesthetic is turning toward the Dragon, obviously the aesthetic is turning toward the elevation of what is evil. What is self indulgent. What cannot create flourishing, nor brings the power of life but death.

Symbolically, the image of a Man is beautiful; it is pure, but the image of a seven headed dragon much like a Dilophosaurus, with a rattlesnake like sound. Or, as Satan is commonly seen as a red satyr; that is, a color which is invisible without light, distorted into a shape half that of a man and half that of a beast. And the Satyr in mythology is unbridled lust, while the Dragon is unbridled hate. And it's seen in this that these common symbols become apparent across all culture... Perhaps because the vision, or the Logos, reveals them to cultures based upon their diversion. Either toward Good, and thereby the form of Man or Christ, or evil, therefore, toward the form of Dragons or Satyrs.

The mentalities bring with them equal relief or despair. The Christ Child brings with him a wholesome carol of Christmas, of a Baby pure and innocent and the beauty of this is in the form of God becoming an infant, and dwelling among men to one day step upon the Dragon and Satyr's weapons. To make it so they cannot drag men to hell. Whereby, if one gravitates toward the Satyr and Dragon's aesthetic, they will naturally create the despair these figures bring within the culture. Not, anymore, of a child arriving in the dead of winter, but of utter despair and unnatural sorcery. Aberrations of man's form, and the corruption of strange sciences. Ones which erase definition, skew what is sin, and creates confusion about even the most basic truths. It, rather, denies there is truth. Whereby, Christ embodied truth, He was the full dwelling of the Logos in human flesh, the full dwelling of truth and sense, the Dragon is as airy as a metaphor, not embodied, but when embodied is utterly horrifying. And I have no doubt it will claim to be what created the human race, when it comes. Like the common myth is that Earth was created by alien species, this Dragon's face looks like the Grey, black eyed alien species. It claims to have created our Earth, and the hordes in follie follow him because they don't know better, but rather worship the aesthetic of the Dragon. They know not the joys and peace of the Christ Child; they never knew him, for they are embodied by a gene of selfishness and homoeroticism. One which Christ will remove, if we let Him; for that is the power of grace, is to remove our flesh, and thereby circumcise our heart.

Yet, it is my life's work to show these competing aesthetics, and how they war, and what their civilizations are. What each embodied idea creates, either despair or joy. And of course the conflict of both struggling; for the Thirteen Kings are merely inventions of mine, the Dragon, Beast and False Prophet are not. In fact, they are described in all cultures, unconnected from one another. And because of this, we are beginning to believe this supernatural phenomena is from outer space, when indeed, it is something much simpler. It is the very aesthetic of Evil coming in the guise of false hope. And, only the Form of the Christ Child can defeat it; the form of the Christmas Good, the Merriment and serenity of the season. The blessing of Charity, and following the example of St. Nicholas by giving gifts to the poor, and cheering up the broken hearted. For, that aesthetic is good while our TV personalities praise impatience, and praise sin because "It works." Surely it does when injustice abounds, but it will all be destroyed by that Child Christ, and the true aesthetic of good and what is natural.

Seamundr. The Poetic Edda. Translated by Lee M. Hollander. Texas University Press, 1990. Text.

Poetry Is

My love,
You said, "Poetry is an expression of self."
Yet, your words can say, "Poetry is an expression of say."
Written in my copy are your notes.

Poets are a window into man's soul---
They draw forth wisdom from men
To know their hearts and whims.
They are a looking glass---
While you have Narcissus underlined
The narcissistic task of poetry
Is used by men like me to find treasures
Of the human heart.
To know others as well as I know myself.

My poetry is to know myself and my fallibilities.
Not to reveal my heart to itself,
But to reveal the truths I have witnessed.
My whole life I have wandered the world
Searching for truth---
I have written down every truth I can find.
I am uninterested in my heart revealing itself---
I want to see, rather, the external world in my poetry.
I want to see it in the conflict,
In my characters,
Do derive the truth.

I have come close to perfecting a system for discovering truth.
It is found in the Logos---
As your words read in truth,
"Poetry is the expression of say."
That is the highest form of poetry.
For if poetry is an expression of the self,
Then it is worthless,
But if poetry expresses "Say"
Then it is truly of the noblest truths
That it finds the truth
And expresses it with perfection.

Good poetry is not internal.
It is external.
Good poetry is not selfish.
It is a purging of selfishness.
It is done for the soul purpose
Of finding, and preserving,
The truth.
So it is not forgotten.
So ethos and pathos and logos
Do not pass away,
And men can understand the past;
And thereby, form a better future.

Yes, the Bible has all revelation
But expression of the truth
In any source it comes
Is valuable.
For I use poetry to know.
Not to know myself.

The Farting Angels

Mega Church pastors speculate on spiritual beings
Doing fleshly things, like texting on phones and farting
Before God's throne room.
There's a silliness to this, which betrays their vision of God.
Do I believe that Jesus may have farted with the Apostles?
Most certainly, but Jesus had a flesh body---
Erby, He passed gas. Angels, by reason of their being spiritual
Do not fart--- nor can they, otherwise they'd have a flesh body
Again.

The disorder of it, that we think of God's holy throne as a riotous
Circus, rather than a holy place, is blasphemy.
Jesus certainly had a sense of humor---
And being that He was God manifested in the Flesh,
It's very possible that Jesus farted and laughed.
I see nothing sinful in meditating on that---
But, in God's Holy Throne, where no flesh can penetrate;
Where there are spirits and sanctity,
There couldn't be such a thing.

Rather, it is the idol put in place by Bethel
Of a Jolly God, who bumbles like one of the stooges
Jolly and filled with bouncing like a cartoon.
This is not the God I worship.
The God I worship sent plagues into Egypt,
And crucified His Son.
He is very serious---
Loving, but sober.
He is not a man, nor are His angels.
The Son has resurrected flesh
Which does not subsist on fleshly foods now
But on Holy foods.
Therefore, what Bethel is teaching
Is not God, but an idol created by hands.

Logos

A dog is called a dog
It is called a perro
It is called a Hund
It is called an ur.
The Logos is what makes it a dog.

The old ancient myth of the Elephant
Where five blind men touched it
And speculated on what it was,
One blind man thought it was a snake
Because he touched its tail;
One blind man thought it was a tree,
Because he touched its leg;
One blind man thought it was a rope
Because he touched its trunk;
And one man thought it was a stone
Because he touched its trunk.
The Logos is when you stand back
And see it is an elephant which the blind man touches.

Also, there is what is just
And there is what is unjust.
The Logos is what is just.

White Guilt?

The White Race has advanced humans
To the place we are today.
Primarily, because we occupied the most fertile lands,
The climate required us to innovate to survive,
Was warm enough at the right times to cultivate farming
And was resource rich enough, and had access enough,
To the ocean so we could build ships.
It also was the culture that adopted Chrisitanity
Which is the most advanced system of morals
Considering it is the only true system of morals.

If Blacks occupied Europe---
Which they certainly could---
They would have done all that whites did
Good and evil.
As, the Aztecs were far more advanced than Europe was
In certain regards---
But, Europe had one thing which made it advance past the Aztecs.
And that was constant wars amongst itself
And the desert kingdoms to the south.
It also had Christianity, which benevolently taught
White culture mercy.
Blacks, having all the same systems---
Would certainly have created an enlightenment
Would certainly have coupled Christian morality
With Rational Empiricism.
Certainly, Blacks would have been the ones
Who owned whites as slaves.

Humans are not different from one another---
Land, religion, oceans, forests, soil content
How much a culture must war to survive,,
These all cultivate in cultures similar ideas
And patterns, for those patterns exist to be discovered.

And because those patterns exist to be discovered
It necessitates that human beings, 
Given the philosophical background,
Will all do similar things based on those conditions.
Whereby, culture is dictated by the soil
And the culture's religion.

However, there is a certain cruelty in white civilization now
That hadn't existed in the past.
It is the same barbarism found in the Norse Gods
The same animistic tendencies----
They are divorced from Christianity
Thereby, are regressing into their natural state
Which is total barbarism.
As, given unlimited resources
And no moral authority
A culture indulges in every vice known to man.
And then it tries to say that vice is what brings about happiness.
What ultimately happens,
Until the whole world is itself unjust and wicked,
Another culture comes and sweeps the previous culture under the rug.
To which, White Civilization is regressing into barbarism as we speak
Which, much like the Norse, could only steal from other cultures
The sustenance, and had no recourse to sustaining itself.
Thus, the natural state of White Culture is piracy.
At our highest, is the Enlightenment and Christianity coupled
Into a force which built the happiest civilizations in history.
Without them, I don't believe freedom can exist.

I Affirm Christianity

I affirm Christianity
Because it affirms what's good about life.

I do not believe Rome converted to Christianity
Because Constantine decided it would be best
If the state were Christian.
Rather, rampant hedonism existed at that time
And men wanted an ascetic religion.
They chose Christianity
Because it affirmed there was a place for pleasure;
And that life is good, and that man and creation are not accidents.

The core of my Christianity is the liberty
I have to enjoy this Earth;
Yet, I see it is sin which steals from me that liberty.
I'm quite odd that way.
Many I talk to see the asceticism of Christianity
And find it abhorrent;
Yet, I've wrung my lips with hedonism
And chafed my throat with its burning liquor.
I lived a licentious life
And found nothing equal to the serenity I have today.

Thereby, Julian tried to turn the kingdom back to Greek Fables
But, Christ was found superior to all of it.

Yes

Though the Brandon you referred to
Is not me,
Yes, I believe that a Fetus
Has equal the value of a human life.

How, though, logically,
Does that make me pro choice?
Your reasoning doesn't make any sense.

I saw you on Ben Shapiro's Video.
I'm Brandon, you addressed me.
Whoever is out in the public,
That certainly is not me.

I'm starting to believe that Doppelganger thing is true.