I Have Found Something Real

I had finally understood
After so many years
Of walking after my idol...
To do is more weighty than to say.
How can you claim to love Jesus
If you have no love in your heart?
There is only one name,
And that's Jesus Christ
For the way He taught.
But, if some Muslim child in Harrisburg
Or some Hindu father in India find Him
And walk according to His law
Not knowing His name, but do according to what He says
How is it fair that God throw them into hell?
Hell is for those who deserve it,
Those who willfully walk in disobedience
And hate the truth in their very hearts.

My Conversion Poem

Christ, what are you but a Name,
If we do not keep your commands?
The starving poor in Africa and India and China and South America
Who live miserable lives, more miserable than me---
My life is Paradise compared to theirs---
Do they go straight to hell when they die without Jesus?
The woman who shields children with love
While they are being killed by terrorists
Does she go to hell?
Hitler, if he had a moment of confession
Or Stalin or Mao or Pot Poi,
Do they go to heaven when they confess you?
I realize I lived a miserable life...
It's true. I don't believe Karma, because I'd be overburdened
Being rich and influenced by demons of Media.
But, I cannot say they go to hell
Or they go to heaven.
It freaks to the very bones that I cannot believe Hitler is in heaven
And a Hindu martyr, saving the lives of Children, is in hell.
Perhaps the actual Gospel was to do good while you could
Through Christ's strength, and not simply to call upon a name
In idle worship, in idle blasphemy, in idle talk.
You who do Christ's commandments, seem to be who He loves.
A name can save, if you love Him, keep His commandments.
And only that Name will save.

The Future Song

Que sera, sera, whatever will be will be
The future’s not ours to see, que sera, sera.

Whether good or bad, I know not actually
Just live life for Christ you see, and you’ll be happy.

Prophecies are for good and ill, you know
Live right you’ll get Heaven’s Gold.

Prophecies are for good and ill, you know
Live wrong and you’ll get hell’s scold.

Que sera, sera, whatever will be will be
The future’s not ours to see, que sera, sera.

Do you know the song I sing
It is an old one and timely

The future's not ours to see
So live life so righteouly.

No thing you do can separate
If you call on Christ you'll be great.

The future's not ours to see
Que sera, sera. We know not what's the cause.

All time and space moves to the human race
One ilk gets a good world, and another does not.

You live life for good and truth
You'll be filled with Heaven's truth

You live life for self and doubt
You'll get hell's fiery pout.

Live life as a righteous son
And cleave to God the Father and Son

The Holy Spirit is good you see
Love Him and you'll get good eternally.

Que sera, sera, whatever will be will be
The future’s not ours to see, que sera, sera.

Some things in the future can be good
Some things can be bad, and should

You do what's right you'll be blessed
But if you do what's wrong you'll be left.

Love your neighbor as yourself
And Love God with your Whole through hell

To get to heaven is paved through trial and storm
Love God's Hand and you'll be warm.

I warned you of this great cost
Continue in Christ's good love

And do not sin through self
But be good and you'll be saved from hell.

Que sera, sera, whatever will be will be
The future’s not ours to see, que sera, sera.

Know Christ the Son and God the Father still
And your future will be a thrill

Fall away from that awesome race
And you'll be in a tormented place.

If in captivity you'll be good
Believe on God and His good word

Know that God is an awesome rock
So get back on the Narrow Track.

Walk in the narrow lines,
And you'll be in good worlds divine

Love your neighbor as you love yourself
And Love God with your whole strength and self.

Call upon Jesus' good wholesome name
And you'll have good worlds without shame;

Trek to be at heavenly peace, 
Through love and you'll have every need.

Know this life is a rotten pill
So love God and you'll be filled

For sin is the world's way
Therefore come to the Cross and stay.

Que sera, sera, whatever will be will be
The future’s not ours to see, que sera, sera.

Love God that awesome rock
And live life for His wholesome cause.

All prophecies shall fail
But Love that Rock shall ever prevail.

Live life righteously, and you'll get to eternity
Of Christ's good name, be still, and have His peace.

Love God and you'll go to heaven's gates
And enter through them, and never be late.

Love God with your whole good heart
Choose Him at a time when it's smart.

Walk the path and narrow road
And attain to heavenly Gold

Live a righteous life it's true
There's always time to choose.

Keep straight on the narrow way
Do not divert off into hellish straights

For that is the future you see
One path is life the other death it seems.

Choose good and you'll be filled with love
Live righteously and from above

You'll be given an eternal roof
In God's kingdom here is the proof.

Que sera, sera, whatever will be will be
The future’s not ours to see, que sera, sera.

Do you know the song I sing
The future's not ours to see,

Go on eternal roads
And seek Heaven's gold.

The best is yet to come,
Therefore earnestly stay on the road

To heavenly prize and truth
Love God and you'll be proved.

When you die you'll go to either heaven or hell
If you did good, peace will be felt

If you did evil eternal grief
And hell's brimstone and misery.

Know God is on your side
If you stay ever so wise

Love God with your whole good heart
And God shall never depart

From your blessed life in truth
Love God and you'll be proved.

Peace for eternity, shall be your eternal seal.
Love God with all you have, and you'll be glad.

Que sera, sera, whatever will be will be
The future’s not ours to see, que sera, sera.

Love God with eternal hope
And call on Christ you know

You shall have every good
And you shall have your good food.

Love God with your whole good heart
And from His love never depart

Every sin shall be forgiven
If you believe on Christ's spices.

Be salt in a world of quartz
Love God for all you're worth

Follow His good and comely prize
And you'll be forever alive.

Love God with all your hope
And in deeds and actions show

That you love your God
So fall upon that good rock.

So one last verse I will here say
Love God and Through Christ do pray.

Que sera, sera, whatever will be will be
The future’s not ours to see, que sera, sera.

The Law as A Means of Finding God, not God as a Means of Finding Law

I’d honestly say the person who doesn’t believe in God knows the same morals as the one who does. God’s not there to define right from wrong—as if He were, then there’d be no such thing as right from wrong.

Inherently, a way is going to be the best way, that gives everyone a shot at life, gives everyone satisfaction, and gives everyone a pathway to a better life. What way is that? The Ten Commandments. The first five are spiritual laws, giving reverence to the Judge and our stewards, and also telling us to forgive debts and rest. The last five are telling us how to treat our neighbor, so as not to take from them or deprive from them things that make people happy.

And when you know that, you start to see the beauty of the Scripture, in all that it says. The Prophets are the Heaven and Hell you get from obeying or disobeying the Law of Christ, the New Testament is the New Law of Conscience, and the Means by which God has forgiven us. The Old Testament—the Torah and History—is man’s failure to accomplish salvation for the Earth, and also the Law that condemns the world for its iniquity.

Understanding that, you start to see God is very fair, giving you an out as the world was too hard for us to do it on our own. We needed God’s help from the beginning, so therefore, God gave us His only Begotten Son, and He died on a Roman Cross in Crucifixion, was Buried in the tomb, raised on the third day, and then ascended into heaven after bodily manifesting to thousands of people, of which those people who sometimes knew Him as intimately as a Brother or Best friend, died believing this.

So, yes… Genesis is hard to understand. Yes, we’re not going to have all the answers, but even Genesis has important laws that make sense. The first chapter, tells us all things had a beginning, and God was that beginning, and He created the world, through whatever means He did, LORD Jehovah-Jireh Jesus Christ is the God of All Creation. Adam and Eve are a parable about the age of accountability, and how we need to be tender toward the youth and their sins, and not punish them with the full weight of their sins. As they don’t become accountable for their crimes, until they have knowledge of it, and full knowledge of it. That’s also why we’re a little laxed toward people in the 14 - 23 year category, as they’re not fully developed yet, either, though they receive less scrutiny than someone who is a full grown adult. The flood teaches us that Man has a bad streak, and their thoughts are evil, and God was sorry for making us because humanity was just so wicked and cruel—and He says He’ll never destroy the Earth again, which you have to think maybe it’s man and his sin nature that will destroy it, and that’s actually the book of Revelation and what it’s about.

And that’s the whole of it… scripture has a lot of important things to say about life, and what’s required of us. Like Cain and Abel, Cain is a gardener, and tries to please God through his sweat, while Abel pleases God through the activity of Love and Shepherding His flock, and nurturing them. As Abel’s sacrifice is better, because it comes from genuine love, and not from will wishing, or self willed motives. And also we understand why Jesus says “Judge not lest you be judged,” because it’s the knowledge of Good and Evil—judgment—that man attained from eating the fruit, and why we inherited destruction. Or Sodom and Gomorrah, tells us about licentious cities where every crime exists, and their judgment. The Tower of Babel tells us about how people have different philosophies, languages and narratives, that makes them unable to understand each other, and also Pentacost teaches us, that being Christians, we can have access to all knowledge, language and truth and be able to bridge the gaps through truth. Abraham’s story is about faith, and teaching us that God does not demand Human Sacrifice, as He’ll provide a sacrifice, Jacob’s story teaches us that you don’t have to be remarkable to be loved by God, and can actually live a very passive life. Isaac too. Joseph teaches us about the victim, being badly treated for nothing he did wrong, and how women can have absolute power over a man in this way, to destroy him utterly, but God will raise him up above his enemies. It also teaches us to be wary of women who lie about rape.

There’s a ton of stuff in the story of Exodus, too… How God will deliver the oppressed and set them free, even when they don’t deserve it. As God says to Israel, “It’s not for your righteousness I give you these lands, but for the nations dwelling among it, and their sin.” Of which, you can read about their sins, that the nations practiced all lying abomination, and that’s why God delivered it into the hands of Israel. The parable of Babylon sacking Jerusalem, is about a nation favored by God, losing its favor, and being punished for its crimes as it no longer has equity, and dishonors its sabbaths by making everyone work to the bone and have no rest, as that’s the only way they have an economy. That and also rampant sexual perversion and they sin by giving their good freely to the surrounding nations, which they gave their property and money and trade to the other nations for nothing, and this made them poor and susceptiable to Babylonian Rule. Something the US is doing, too, which it shouldn’t be.
God {} only wants to love you, and be in relationship with you, and heal you. He wants you to feel good about yourself, and have love and trust for other people.

I think [most people are] confused on who the bad guy is.

Paradise Lost talks about all these things, how Satan’s rebellion was based solely around his free will, and that he could fall in the first place. But, the fact remains, that God, foreknowing the fall of man, set forth immediately to redeem us. And that’s through His Son Christ Jesus.

Maybe God knew He made the world a little too broken, and wanted to take it upon Himself?