Commitment

Start a journey with one foot upon the soil
Which is soft to tender soles, 
And walk a mile, or two.
The road becomes like gravel, and then the sand
Sears the feet with blazing heat.
How one walks that road, and knows at the end of it
Are riches and honor. A thousand times
One throws themself down upon the road
Crying, "Not another step!"
Yet, a breeze blows past the cheek
And again one stands, and walks.

Thou walkest because thou ought to.
Commit thyself to the path.
To wander backward is foolish;
Or to take another path would lose oneself upon the way.
So, walk until thy heart beats like a drum
And walk until every muscle aches.

I walk, because I have chosen my path
And know one day I shall find my oasis.

Neifert, B. K.. My Collected Writings. Kindle Direct, (C)2021. pp. 401.

The Critic From 1855

I listen to the Critic from 1855.
He says "Walt Whitman" is both British and American.
Funnily enough, when he describes poetry
I sing with passion, and I understand.
Then he begins to sound like a critic;
And all credibility is lost on me.

How could the man who so brilliantly 
Describe poetry two paragraphs earlier
Begin to snark at Walt Whitman?
Should a poet sing like Walt Whitman sings
In our modern age, I would rejoice.
I would purchase his work greedily,
And add it to my bookshelf.

I understand the controversy, though.
Walt Whitman---but I would say Byron had done the same---
Brought a crude and selfish vein to poetry.
Poetry is not singing about the self.
Though, some poets sing about themselves
The great poets---the more subtle poets---
Sing about the Earth. They sing about the trees
Or the birds, or battles,---or, they invent mythologies.

I like Walt Whitman because he has a complete education.
He teaches me nouns, and many of them.
He informs me on the way life was in 1855.
He teaches me a lot.
However, the critic said he's either a failure or glorious.
Neither of these were true.
Walt Whitman was a poet
Who must have written else he despair.
A wise man, who had many thoughts---
And there in lies the problem with modern poetry.
There is little thought behind it.
It's not the narcissism I dislike about modern poetry
But I dislike the disregard it has toward things outside the self.
Good poetry ought to have a healthy interest in other things
Beside the self.
I suppose that is why the critic didn't like Whitman
Was that he sung odes about himself.
He, being among the first to have the audacity to do it
Invented the ego. Not that Hubris was never a part of poetry,
For I certainly have hubris---
Which is healthy for an artist who recognizes their talents
When very few other people do---
Though, I am creating a revival of poetry all by myself.
I'm inspiring one or two of you
And by my inspiration, you write a poem like mine.
And then it trickles down, so that poetry revitalizes.
I am the catalyst back to a day when men were wise;
For though few do read me,
I give a glimpse into the hidden art and purpose.
The mystery of solving other men's riddles.
And one day all will have read me
At least some little thought I had.
And that day I suppose poetry will be enjoyed
Again; not merely an indulgence in self love.

Dear, Ms. Kramarik

Dear,
Ms. Kramarik

There's a girl, much the same as you. I see all of the same talent. Her paintings don't sell for millions of dollars. My writing doesn't get purchased. At least not yet.

You're my favorite Artist, Ms. Kramarik. Not because you were a prodigy, but because you drew the best portrait of Jesus. What kind of world do we live in, where talent like yours doesn't get patronized? It's a secondary hobby. It isn't taken seriously. I've seen a man paint Michelangelo's bodies in the most photorealistic eye I'd ever seen. I do not know if it gets patronized. I do not know if it gets sold.

The things done with art---the disinterest in it, the utter disregard for it---is wonderfully wrong. Everyone who paints like you---and there may be at most a couple thousand---ought to earn their living off of the craft. What is the world without art? What is the world without music or poetry? Without stories? When money dictates our stories, when money dictates our art, and when money dictates our music, it tears people like us apart.

Art needs to be sold--- There may be nine billion souls on the earth, but only a couple hundred thousand of them painters. A couple hundred thousand of them writers. A couple hundred thousand of them musicians. Everyone wants to believe that talent is equally distributed among all people---but, due to a writing disability, I could never reach the level of proficiency you reached at four. Not everyone can be an artist. Not everyone ought to be. And painting ought not simply be championed by the newest fads. It ought to be based on the merit of a painter.

I say this because it's true. I don't doubt the world has no lack of artists, but we are still a rare breed. Those of us who can produce works of art. If you have to go to school for it, it is not in you. If you go to school for it because it is in you, there's little the school can do beside teach you the techniques. You were painting at four and I was writing at ten... It is not a bad thing. It is not something that ought to be moderated. Rather, if we decide that all men are endowed equally with the same gifts, we tend to shun the ones who are naturally gifted. And we elevate the ones who simply pay the money and put in the hours. And they come out painting when they should have been an accountant or a Lawyer. Do you understand, Akiane?

The world grows larger, so there are more of us now competing. So, the world has decided to shadow ban us, and make it so we cannot earn our meat. They want to turn someone like me---useless for everything else---and make me another brick in the wall. I'm the spray paint on the side of the brick building. One of my little pet dreams was a city that allowed Graffiti on the walls, so it would beautify the city. Obviously, graffiti is just a way gangs mark their territory, which amounts to the reason why that dream will never happen. Yet in some places, it is right to have an artist come and spray paint their art upon the wall. And it is beautiful. Why cannot you or I create on the traditional canvases, and make money, too? You made money. But I see so many artists turn to their art and say, "It is nothing." As if the enormous gift weren't meant to be fully explored. No... what happens is so many artists see their art and figure there is no money in it. For some of us, it is all we can do.

So there are extraordinarily gifted individuals who can paint like you, or write like me, and they choose to ignore that gift, and pursue monetary gain. And there are extraordinarily unlucky people like myself who need to write, yet the markets will not allow it because they are saturated by a third type of people, who by industrious studying of markets, trends and alchemic moldings of words or paint, they find themselves in the position of making money off the crafts that we ought to. And sure enough, you have made your money. But, I cannot yet.

Dear, Harper Lee

Dear,
Ms. Lee

To Kill a Mockingbird is a masterpiece. Go Set a Watchman is probably the reason everything went to hell.

Writers have a responsibility to speak into the social discord. We have the necessary responsibility to speak into social problems, and to work out solutions. To Kill a Mockingbird was a solution to an age old question. It was a solution to Racism, Sexism and many other riddles. The core theme of the novel being "Justice." The acknowledgement of Tom's innocence, the acknowledgement of Mayella's guilt, the acknowledgement of Tom's inevitable sentence. It speaks to truth.

Now, there are radicals trying to remove it from the curriculum. Why? Because it is a novel portraying truth. Anything true, the modern radical is trying to destroy, or defame. The unfortunate truth is that Racism and Sexism have taken their reverse forms, so that the harder truths are impalpable.  However, turning Atticus into a racist was a poor publishing decision. The only thing I can see, is that this is an alternate universe. As it is an alternate universe where Atticus won the Tom Robinson trial.

The destructive catalyst to our modern Racism, is that To Kill a Mockingbird has become controversial and pushed into the realm of "Radical." The story is true, and it aggressively prosecutes False Rape Allegations, and it condemns the women who are abusing their unique position.

The danger of this modern day, and the danger of our modern world is the ignorance exuded by the populace's tastes, to promote Hate. Do blacks hate whites? Is the stereotypical image of them, travelling in gangs, obsessed about their skin color and hating the Cracker a true portrait? No. It is not. But, equally dangerous is the assumption that such individuals do not exist. And art ought to critique those individuals. A sickness of ingratitude filters through the populace. And as many faux remedies they create, it all stems from self love and selfishness.---Forgetting the childhood lessons necessary for understanding this complex world.

The danger, of course, Ms. Lee, is that your bastard child has been leaked to the public by a Money Grabbing Ms. Carter, and it was published irresponsibly. It may have been a first draft. A first draft is not the work. It is not where the work was meant to go. For, when a writer is creating, the subconscious juices flow and meld together to create masterpieces. A work such as To Kill a Mockingbird needed to be of its own accord, without the first draft published. It is not the authentic writer's work. The authentic work is where the novel had originally gone. What the novel, in all its creative glory, had become. Not what the novel was in its first incarnation. Atticus in the first draft might be racist, but Atticus in the true, Canon story is a hero. 

We need not defame our heroes, as the surrounding controversy has destroyed a beloved classic. It does not matter what an author's first draft was. Only what the author had polished it into.

Providence

O, Providence's mighty hand struck down
The bricks of rebellious sons and 'twas found.
God need no man to prove He exists. Shot
Down were the bricks with lightning, of George Floyd.
Let his name now be made to ever rot
In hell, for the power of God, annoyed
Broke to rubble the emblem of black hate.
Another is to go up, God, please also, this, break.

Neifert, B. K.. My Collected Writings. Kindle Direct, (C)2021. pp. 280.

Dear, B____

Dear,
B____

It was in my dream, that you'd be published in science on 12/3/21. It will be clear to everyone who you are. You will be published in "Science".

I would like to put forth my scientific mind, to describe something I've learned today. That is the last principle of Euclid, that there cannot be infinity, in finite spaces. I was looking up the Square Roots and how to calculate them. I was thinking about how much Square Roots are needed in Quadratic Formulas. I thought about Planck Lengths. What I discerned is that the square root we understand on a calculator is defined by infinite values. That the square root method I was taught could be used to find the practical square root of anything.

For, Geometry is interesting. Being that it is like Euclid's problem, that finite spaces cannot contain infinity, the measurement of a square root is only needed to the practical decimal point by which we can actively measure. That our measurements are fine, when doing things like carpentry, where the approximate measurement to the decimal we are working on is perfectly adequate. Therefore, Square Roots can practically be figured for by using simple arithmetic, in practical places. As the likelihood of needing a figure squared to its infinite variable is only as necessary as the decimal place needed. Which, can be measured down to a Planck length, and no further. I think you will use this to get yourself published. This secret knowledge that I have worked out.

The interesting thing, is that Pi can only be calculated down to the thirty fourth or thirty fifth decimal place. To be honest, it seems like the negative square to the decimal place is the only relevant number, and sure enough, the Planck length I saw has 616 in the digit. Meaning it is likely you will steal this. For no purpose. For I am the true genius who came up with the notion. But, fortuitously, you have stifled my success for right now. Being that you are 22 at your age. We are ten years apart, but I have seen you once occupying the same house I used to lived at.

No, I am on to you. You are a polymath, only because I am a polymath. You have mastered both science and art because I have. You stole from me. And certainly, my theory is not yours. For, I merely say that limitations within math consequentially require that finite numbers be used, and rounding, and estimates, and at the very best--- A perfect Circle might not actually yield the calculus digits of Pi. Certainly, if expanded into Gethem or Jotunheim as I like to call it, there'd certainly be even more digits. You will actually measure it, though. Consequentially, that is how the world shall know who you are. For, I will be rich and famous. I already am rich in knowledge. But I will not be published in science. For I am not a scientist. And you---yes, I dare say you are.

Let it be known that I have knowledge, and you do not. For you are Death. You have no wisdom. You have no knowledge. You have no activity. You have no planning. You have no kindness. You have nothing in you except what is vile, and twisting with writhing passions and sinew. I do think you will take from me this pitiful idea. To me, it is merely a toy. One novel idea I had created, and one by which I am pleased to understand like the uses of Geometry. To you, however---because you are stupid---it is an idea unworthy for me to have. For I shan't use it like you. I shan't understand it like you. And certainly, there's nothing to really understand except that Planck Lengths are not the limit of the universe. It shall go deeper, for space is infinite. But, I liken it to a novel idea that of matter, it is the smallest possible unit we know of. And the reason I am wiser than you, is that I can see in-between the gaps of Planck Lengths. And that is why I shall never be published in science. But, you... I do believe I shall never see it, but will rather be a rival to you in every way. I am smarter than you. I am wiser than you. I am better than you. And I shall have a more beautiful bride than you. I shall have happier children than you. I shall understand the very secrets of the world while you eat the crumbs I left, for I certainly find it unimportant. This is unimportant. To me, it is just a proof of God's existence. Yet, you will twist it into something otherwise.

The Tyranny of the Modern Day

The Tyranny of the Modern Day
Is that an oppressive Capitalist Class
Is trying to erase the general knowledge of truth
From the lower classes.
And they emphatically do this
Because it benefits the lower class's aim
To exude ignorance, and thereby
Believe what they want about the world.
Yet, without knowledge of truth
The lower classes will have no ability to reason for themselves.
For truth will be whatever their Kings give them.
Thus, the manner in which Tyranny is encroaching
Is by the erasing of truth
And thereby inventing the notion that truth is subjective.
Any cursory observation in both language and science
Will prompt one to see that this is not so.
But, if the masses are so selfish as to want to be themselves
The sole container of all truths in the universe
It is invariably so that they will succumb to great oppression
Which they will willfully and joyfully submit themselves to.

Dear, Postmodernists

Dear,
Postmodernists

It's often very clear what a writer said. Unless the work is intentionally meant to veil its meaning, like Cantos by Ezra Pound. To which, that is a true Postmodern Work, where the meaning is supplanted from the mind. It has no meaning. Some say it is the Inferno, I say it is Child Harold's Pilgrimage, the truth is the Cantos were written to expressly be imprinted on by the reader, through buzz words. It has every Buzz Word in history, some in over forty languages, and it is an artistic failure. Because no meaning can be found in it.

What is the reason we write books? What is the reason we read books? It's a different question than why do we watch movies. Even though movies often have the same elements, movies are not pure thoughts. They cannot create imaginative effects, but rather do everything for the mind. Same with Video Games. These are purely experiential. However, books are for learning. And if one wants experience from a book---well, a book will never create as full of an experience as a movie will. Sure, they will create imaginative settings, sure they will create images. Sure, they are pleasant. But, simply put, they cannot compare with movies, TV and video games.

And TV, Movies and Video Games are different mediums, by which perhaps it is true that nothing of real sustenance can come from them. There is no real literary quality to any of them, and they are purely meaningless, experiential platforms on which an individual will blow time and fully immerse themselves. There are themes, there are plots, there are ideas in movies. But, one does not sit and think about those ideas, themes or plots. If one does, it's less to the effect of Life Altering, and more to the effect of entertainment. Though, I'm splitting hairs because even movies prove your concept is bogus.

If art is not to convey a meaning, and if the meaning is impossible to discern, why create it? Why indulge in it? Certainly, I bring up movies because they are pure experience. They are pure visceral pleasure. Same thing with music---though the poetry in music also proves your theory bogus. But, I'm deriving the sense that your Philosophy is driven by the experiential. And I'm not talking about Heidegger's Postmodernism. The art of Postmodern Analysis can be used, truly, to identify meaning in a text. Good Postmodern Analyses will not evade meaning in texts, but will rather find meaning in the most unlikely places. 

However, Postmodernism by today's standard is a fascist, racist culture meant to erase from civilization all the constructs which have bettered it. It is a weapon used by Princes to annul the populace's wisdom, to take from them any autonomy, and make them reliant on a corporate network so large and unbreakable, that every man woman and child are dependent upon the sustenance provided to them by their corporate Kings. For, if you destroy the meaning of the Constitution---which Postmodernism has many ill effects, and one of them is the misrepresentation of law---then you destroy the happy civilization we've enjoyed. If you nullify the fact that a law can be interpreted, or a book can be sufficiently understood, then you nullify the very real principles of truth.

A book can be understood. It can be understood perfectly by two or three different people. And if we forget this, we will throw all semblance of society into chaos. Civilization will cease. For reason dictates that meaning exists, and objective truth can be attained. If it cannot, then all that remains is power. And power flows through those who have corporate control over the resources. And you, being Postmodernists, are the source of that Power Structure. You nullify the basic truths, you nullify the foundation on which Democracy can be sustained. Anarchy always breeds Tyranny, as men are destined to create social contracts in all circumstances. There can be no Anarchy, as men will either order themselves by Law, or they will order themselves by Force. And in order to be ordered by Law, Laws must be understood. And certainly, they can be understood.

With this being said, when you nullify poetry---when you try to evade its core meaning---you do yourselves and society a disservice. You refuse to understand the point of view of others, and trap yourselves in infernal narcissism. You refuse to believe that others have expressed something, and you doubly refuse to believe that you can attain to the knowledge of what they have expressed. Communication can be difficult, but all things considered, raw utterances are not helpful. Evoking implicit conjurings of imagination, and making people experience, and then saying that the experience cannot be wholly similar between two people---this is itself wrong, and it is also dangerous. People are slightly different from one another, but abandoning our commonalities for the purpose of trapping oneself in a vacuum of narcissism, that is all postmodernism is, is the narcissistic belief in our own autonomy and independence from all other minds.

Dear, Myself

Dear,
Myself

If you can just remember the pleasure of your sin, the chase like Pan and Syrinx, the lust like Byblis for Caunus, the thrill of The Wife of Bath's tale;--- You can easily remember how euphoric all of that was. The cruelty was sublime, and I get a sick feeling just thinking of it.

I suppose most people living in sin enjoy these sorts of pleasures. As you once did. As, there is a pleasure in hunting prey, there is a pleasure in chasing mates, there is a pleasure in raucous and bawdy behavior. 

There are two different types of people in the world. Sheep and Goats. Sheep enjoy solitude, we enjoy the pleasures of emotions in their season. We are easily startled, and we graze mellowly upon the grass, chewing the cud of wisdome. Goats, on the other hand, contrive plots, and see the apple upon the tree and will coerce other animals to help them retrieve it. Sure, they will share in the spoils, but the fruit was best left for the farmer's consumption. He worked all day upon it, and the goat had eaten it out from under him.

The truth being, when each his own sets up his worldly authority, the other will suffer. The good man will suffer when bad men get their regime. Bad men will suffer when good men get their regime. Because there is pleasure in hunting, chasing and raising hell. There are sublime pleasures in it, but a good man ought not do---or rather, ought to be abhorred by---those things. A good man ought to feel sick to his stomach when he encounters sin.

And because of this, when sheep are exposed to violence, they run. When sheep are exposed to sin, they bleat and will do their best to flee from it. Which is why they need a shepherd. A goat, having less knowledge than a shepherd, will sometimes lead the sheep to their destruction. They are not even a dog trained to coerce the sheep---which would be something like a demon, though give the dog its reign it would tear the sheep into pieces. 

For this reason, there are two governments upon which humans establish themselves. Good government, and bad government. And each will suit its person, either good people or bad people. And evil people call evil things good, and good things evil. Good people call good things good, and evil things evil. They are the complete reverse of each other, so they will enjoy different things. 

With that being said, keep in mind that when you speak, it is for good people's benefit, that they might find pleasure here upon the Earth, and not for evil people, who ought to feel no pleasure at all. Yet, the world is not ours, Christians, so we do not get to dictate how it operates. We have surrendered it to Christ, therefore, the only thing we as Sheep ought to do, is wait patiently for the arrival of our shepherd, and understand the Goats and Dogs have their anarchy once before the return of the Shepherd.