God took me up.
And, I didn’t make it.
In my heart… I knew why.
There was a little ember of resentment
Against God.
It’s there.
Yet… where is my hope
Except in Jesus?
The pages of my life flew by
And most of it was miserable.
The ardent belief in strange things…
All I should know is Christ Jesus.
That’s what the dream meant.
Falsehoods, about things I don’t understand.
When heaven seemed like it was a computer screen
I knew I was in trouble.
I knew I was rather in that other place.
It was the dream I needed.
The wake up call.
How many things I believe that are false.
I will, for now, and always
Meditate on Paul’s wisdom.
All I can know is Christ Jesus.