Uncle L_______

When I was a kid,
One of my first memories was
You holding a piece of fat
And eating it.
I laughed, as you made funny munching noises
Because I said didn't like it.
But you told me it was the best part
So I ate some, and liked it.

You were like sunshine.
That is what your name means.
Long ago, I read it.

I miss the days as they used to be.
My family.
Now it's like everything is dim.
I miss you
I miss my cousins
I miss the family I used to have
Where I felt accepted.

Please forgive me for any wrong I've done.
My life is bitter.
But I remember a time when it was sweet.
I would like it to be sweet once again.