The Ballad of Thomas

"I touched my God in His hands and side

"And I nearly wept, my God, I cried...

"Then I was whisted far away

"And forgot my God this day, this day.



"I asked St. Jude about the preacher

"But he said, "Read", my God my teacher

"I've forgotten You this day this day

"And then I whisted far away.



"Matthew or Zechariah I could not know

"I can not understand a thing so old

"For I am about as smart as gold

"Filled with lead and chaff and mold;



"Which I stored when my wife had gone

"A Christian woman whose adultery stung

"So Jude had seen this horrid thing,

"And said, 'My God, my LORD my King



"'Will at the end, You come with steed

"'And take ol' Thomas and Simon and me

"'And Thomas the Atheist until the day

"'Show Him Your hand, Your side so fay?



"'Will the arm be bare to him

"'And will the gold of Heaven be sin

"'Which he rejected on Earth his portion and lot?

"'My God, my God, my God, my God!



"'How does he not know a good shepherd from bad?

"'Is he a man, who cannot stand

"'Or is he a man whom Christians pierced

"'Like You, Your people, who scorned You fierce?



"'Will on the day of Trumpet sound

"'You reveal yourself, and give Thomas a crown

"'Who until the last and final days of Earth

"'Provide his knowledge, for its lack and dearth?'"

The Church of Antichrist

In the 21st century, there is a strange switch.
The Atheists upon their lectors preach faith
In the golden word of "Do as thou wilt"
As they store dildos and razorblades
In their chests, to torture each other during their loveless sex.
They abandon their Modernist views,
And enter into pure fantasy and faith.
Yet... Christians are the ones satisfied by all the evidence now.

Some Facts

 Some Intriguing Facts

Meters is one ten millionth the distance,
From the North to the South Pole.

The Great Pyramid's Longitude can be 29.9792458.
The speed of light in Miles Per Second is 299,792,458.

The speed of light in Miles Per Hour is
670,616,629 MPH.

In one of the oldest Manuscripts of the Bible
The Codex Ephraemi Rescriptus,
616 was the number of the Beast.

In 1960 the Meter was Redefined at
1,650,763.73 the wavelengths of the element Krypton.
And in 1983 the Meter was redefined as
"The distance light travelled in a vacuum during
"1/299,792,458 of a second."

So, there's two things I can conclude from this.
A: That the Speed of light, meters, and the Great Pyramid's longitude are all connected
Into a Triangle---
Which would be absurd.
B: The speed of light is an invention of man's, made to conform into the Pyramid's Longitude. As this evidence shows the Speed of Light to be Teleological.

Christ, draw out the Dragon within us

Christ, draw out the Dragon within us
With a fishhook. Play with him.
Hook him by the tongue, hook him
In his nose, hook him in his jaw.
Separate him from us,
That contagion called sin and death.

I will make supplications to You;
I will speak soft words to You.
I will make everlasting covenant with You.
Take me as a servant, and play with me as a bird.
Bind me for Your Maidens, Oh LORD!

The Mark of the Beast

Let the Wise Man Calculate his Number
For it is the Number of a Man:
That man's name is "Sin".
Sin separates the Spirit from one's soul and body,
Therefore, making one two thirds of a man.
The Sin in us, when one embraces it over God's righteousness
Turns us into a monster like Nero.
One becomes a pedant and hated by God,
Unable to divine the Word in anything,
And is unable to see any truth, and can
See a thing, only in its most literal sense.
One sees Solomon's Gold, and trifle for the riches of this world.
One counts Adonikam's Children, and stop believing the Word of God.
One then, at the end, subject one's soul and flesh to the Mark of the Beast
And are given an instrument of death, embedded in one's flesh.
And one can no longer do one's business, without this instrument,
And every thought and deed of one's mind, is wicked and abhorrent in the sight of God.
Let all who now say, "The Man of Wisdom calculates the Number of the Beast."

Wisdom is our lover, and our friend, the Word of God
And She preaches to us the way of life, and becomes our Beulah
For ever and ever. Amen, she is exceedingly beautiful
And a crown adorned on the head of the saints.
Take your crown from Wisdom, and flee the Mark of the Beast
Lest you be crowned on the forehead with a brazen mark of sin,
And adorned on your hand, a brazen spot in the flesh.

Froms and Minuses

The fault in my thought
Falls into froms and minuses.
All things, can I understand...
Save the most basic things
Such as distributive properties
Which creep into all my work
And make me unintelligible
For modern man.
It makes me unable to fold laundry
Or saw wood, or paint
Or draw, or do anything useful.
Beside this... Which, may be great
Or it may be yet another failure of mine.
Details never mattered much to me
Because my mind never was wont
To understand them... if too much of my mental
Aptitude is spent on a trivial thing
It triggers OCD, and I cannot now look
At the bigger picture. Vice versa.
My mind can only focus on one of two loci.
Either what's big and magnificent
Or small and petty. And I am naturally
More interested in bigger things...
Though I often fail at them because of the small.

On The Romance of Heaven

{...}Jerusalem in the Prophetic Texts is a story about our salvation. The Narrative of the Daughter of Zion throughout Biblical Prophecy, and how she’s besieged due to sin. It takes on individual and societal metaphors.

But, in the Eschatological framework of the Old Testament, you notice that Israel and Judah are besieged, and taken to Babylon, right? And then the Jews are restored in the books of Ezra and Nehemiah? Well, the books of Ezra and Nehemiah are our conversion to the Holy City.

Before we’re saved, we’re besieged by Sin, and depending on how bad it is, determines what level of punishment we receive. As, we all receive correction from the LORD. But, when we accept Christ, we’re restored to the Heavenly Kingdom, and receive the Kingdom as a reward. And in this life, we need to rebuild our walls, through the Spirit’s guidance.

I wouldn’t really say we ought to view God romantically, but there’s definitely a romance involving salvation. If you need to desire Heaven in that way, it’s not a sin.