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Neolithic Collapse

Long, long ago, there was a civilization
Which spanned from the edge of Europe, into Asia
And even in the Americas and Egypt.
It used its red paints, and made art upon the walls
Of caves, and on their obloid potery. Human
Figures, and strange things, were drawn with these strange, red paints.
They ornamented their homes with white, creature's skulls 
And fat, jolly Venuses, in subdivisions
Walled off to avoid that ancient Behemoth's foot.
His tail was like the cedar, and fire flung from
His mouth, until a catastrophic event in
The Mid Twenty Fourth Century wiped it all out.

The Gospel of Mary; the god of the Present Hour

Blessed are the warmongers, for they shall have plenty.
Blessed are the prideful, for they shall be satisfied.
Blessed are the rich and sleek, for they shall inherit the earth.
Blessed are those who deny Christ, and walk not in His ways, for you shall find no adversary on earth.
Blessed are the deceitful, for they shall gain a great fortune.

The child in the womb is evil and a great vexation
And the world shall not be burned with fire
For I give you my womb in a new covenant, made to Noah
That I shall not destroy the Earth.

It is more noble, for man to lie with man, and woman with woman
Than to bear a child on the Earth.
Love is a burden, and great evil
And Peace and Forgiveness fail.
For, if you seek Peace, know it can only be found through great conquest.
And if you want forgiveness, know Karma is all there is.
You shall be reincarnated on this Earth, and forever die in a cycle of death and rebirth
And those who seek Good, must fight, war, and rage at every injustice done to them.
For, God will not turn back the captivity,
Therefore, shun those who try to do good
And ally with those who have no regard for law,
Save "I do unto others what they do unto me."
For, the two greatest laws are this:
"Do as thou wilt, for there is no God who will make an ultimate end to evil
"And Love thy own, but not as much as thou lovest thyself. Love thyself above all things
"And continue in this blessing, of getting what you want by harming those who put their trust in you."

For, if you subvert the man in his cause,
All will be right with you.
And if you pervert justice, all will go in your favor;
And you will live well upon the Earth and be satisfied.
If any does you wrong, slay their children, and their grandchildren.
And if any does an evil deed to you,
Get back sevenfold what they have wronged.

It is more noble, I tell you,
To lay with man on man
And enter into many orifices
Than it is to enter man's member into the woman's.
For, this creates children, and children are a great burden
And they may grow to be unfruitful, and do evil.
Therefore, destroy them.

If you have children, know it is a sin
And you must never discipline them in anything
And give them all their heart desires.
If they wish, do so for them, and it will go well with them and their children.

Fortune is all there is in life,
And fortune all there ever was.
Gain fortune, and do all that you can to grasp hold of it.
For, there is no life after this, and you shall be happy.
For, though the world be like hell through thy deeds
Make sure you are upon the top,
And gain the world, for there is not a soul.

I leave you with this:
"Eat, Drink, Be satisfied,
"And remember, humility has served no one in this life
"But has been the ruin of many.
"Pride justifies in the end,
"And so long as you are the victim,
"You have the power to rule all nations.
"Never admit a wrongdoing,
"But justify yourself before many.
"And do no charity, or good toward your fellow man
"For they are a burden to your life, and aught there for you to revile and oppress.
"Forgive none who have done you wrong
"And reap vengeance upon their ancestors.
"Kill not with the sword, but punish to eternity the seed which you hate
"And do this in remembrance of me."
Then Mary took the cup of her virginity,
And laid with many men and children and women
And said, "This is the apex of my womb
"And it is given to you. Enter into only by my command
"And I will not give you any love,
"But rather, you shall do my bidding."

And all the damned of the Earth said, "Amen."

The Plot of My Life

If I were to overcome the monster,
It is you, o Death, my Doppelganger.

If my life were a rags to riches tale
It would be I proved my LORD God Valid.

My life is a quest, and I seek Heaven,
More desiresome than a comely maid.

If my life were a voyage, it'd be to
Come to our current land, and see its rules.

If my life were a comedy, it'd be
That I am a bumbling love bug, too.

If my life were a tragedy, it'd be
That I will not be deceitful, so lose.

If my life were about Rebirth, it'd be
That, once wrong, I yet desire goodness.

My plot amour is love.

First, my call to adventure is falling in love with love.
Second, I receive wisdom of what love truly is.
Third, I meet Jorgia, the Maiden of my Dreams.
Fourth, I begin to find truth, and wisdom, and love.
Fifth, I meet my friend along the way, and he teaches me the ways of the world.
Sixth, he bombards me with Nietzsche, and Greene while I encounter many Atheists.
Seventh, I confess my life's sins, every epistle loosed from my soul.
Eighth, I learn I am not a great man, while encountered with a True Faith Preacher.
Ninth, I spend five months in jail, and two years on probation, and ten years in a shameful state.
Tenth, I find the proof of God's existence.
Eleventh, I do not know. Will I meet love, and accomplish the crux of my wisdom? Or will I perish in tragedy?

The characters in my life, are as follows. 
The explorer, who seeks the adventurous war and cause.
The outlaw, who scorns me.
The magician, who enchants everyone around me to be my enemy.
The hero, who is Christ--not I.
The lover, where is she yet? Only in my fantasies? Or will she come?
The jester, who made my life light and free, but who teases me.
The everyman, who supped and dined with me.
The caregiver, who I would never have accomplished a thing without.
The ruler, who will neither praise nor condemn me.
The creator, who is I, the writer of this poem.
The innocent, who is brother to me.
The sage, who is my best friend.

Sermon on a YouTube Comment About Textual Variances

From studying this, and reading the New Testament Apocrypha, I understand a lot of how people back in the day used to read the Bible. Back then it wasn't about perfect word order, but rather having the right meaning. You look at Barnabas' or Ignatius' quotations from Mark or Luke or even the Old Testament, you see various differences in the texts, but generally, you know exactly what part of scripture it comes from, and the original meaning is in tact.

I also happen to look at the Great Isaiah Scroll--I read it as scripture, too--and I know exactly what verse I'm at, from having read Isaiah probably more times than any other book of the Bible. It's all preserved... the meanings of the text. And I know what Daniel's (Dr. Daniel Wallace) saying. It's really moot, the differences, as the contextual framework is all contained in the book. Like, really, the person who claimed the Bible had to be exact to the original--in both word order, word and everything--was probably disingenuous, and the only reason we have this idea floating round, is because we do have Bibles in print that have said the same exact thing for over five hundred years.

In some cases, the word is important. For sure. But, still, when the word's changed a little bit--such as in Psalm 22 there's a verse that either says "Pierced" or "Lion's Tooth" it still means a puncture in the hand and foot. And that's probably due to scribes in Jewish Circles changing the Bible ever so slightly, to push out the miracle of Christ in prophecies. Though, Jesus did say "Not one Yote or Tiddle shall be altered", he means in the contextual sense of what the gospel means. Not in the literal sense, of the actual words.

My Education

I never achieved high grades,
Except for Community College.
And only a few years of college.
I got a B in Philosophy, an
A's in a few English Classes
An A in Humanities
And a B in Math.

I had a 2.7 GPA in High School---
Failing many of my English and Math Classes.

I was hated by my peers and teachers
In High School
But had a good relationship with most of my college professors.

That's about all that can be said.

Oh, and I didn't like to do homework, but usually passed my tests.
If I didn't pass my tests, that's usually when I failed the course.
Which happened frequently.