The true antichrist, will be thus.
He shall be born of science, and not by humanity. He shall be an amalgam of different seed, and made an abomination. His mother shall be a heifer, and his father an unholy seed, corrupted by the sword of angels. He shall have blue eyes by magic, but his true eyes are brown. He shall be beautiful to behold.
He shall minister through Prosperity, and teach to take the spoil. He shall take all the worst of mankind's philosophies, and make them prosper. He shall be emperor of a New Roman Empire, which shall emerge at the tribulation, and for seven years exist, as an Iron Jawed Monster, and this monster shall devour all other kingdoms on the Earth, and for one hour rule over everything.
He shall besiege Jerusalem, after the Third Temple is built. After making peace with the whole world, he shall betray Israel, and cause every nation on Earth to besiege Jerusalem. He shall have spies, many, who secretly find Christians, who will be hidden in the LORD's pinions, and if they sin, they shall be submitted to Antichrist's wiles, and if they see him, they shall be either raptured, or submitted to Captivity or Death.
At this time, diseases, plagues, darkness, blood, locusts, wild beasts and wars shall spread through the whole Earth, but the Sheep shall feed on the grasses, as a thousand fall on one side, and ten thousand on another, and they shall feed, and be at peace, and see none of the war of Armageddon. It shall be a secret to them, known only through their Spiritual senses. But they shall feed, and the hail shall fall on one place, and the war in another, and they shall not be harmed. The pestilence in the darkness shall not come near their tent.
He shall have signs and wonders. He shall cause fire to rain from heaven. He shall make a pact with the whole world, for peace, but then betray the world, by making war. He shall conquer through peace, and his warfare will be clandestine. Those who are caught in his warfare, shall be punished, but those who are not, shall be free and will not know. Until that day, when they are delivered.
Number
Number, it forms to the shape...
Thus, it creates a ratio.
And that ratio is what we use.
On a Triangle or a Sphere or a Curve,
It has a specific number,
That through the formula
Bends everything,
Though it never truly changes.
And these things can be used
To compound and know many things.
And the fact that they can,
This logic, shows a design
In our universe.
That we can understand.
Lines fit together, and we move to further truths,
Numbers dictate laws,
And what the numbers show,
Is design.
Timothy Dexter
Wild were your fortunes,
Which you shipped across the seas...
A man for these times,
Let everyone now see.
You sailed so strong, and mighty
And took the risk it's sure.
All tried to stop you
Yet, you made profit on every shore.
A man of the times, you sailed to where there was best
Where there was naught, now there is
And that was the greatest test.
A great man, Lord in America,
Everyone could see...
Where there were no Baronry
You thought there still were, it seems.
Turning 37
Oh, at 5 I could think about Robots
And do my ABCs, at 10 I could
Kill an Ant, and do my algebra, please.
At 16 I could fall in love, and at
20 I gained my maturity's fat.
At 25 I became proficient
At 30 I became a Journeyman.
37, though, my mind is quiet
Almost immediately afterward.
Composed, in a way that is different.
It is a different mind already.
More grateful for the fresh tomato sauce;
My blood pressure is getting higher, too.
I have more peace than I used to. Like the
Flowers turn on their precious dates, so my
Mind does the same. Its seasons flower ripe;
And they are at their most beautiful peak
About to turn to an unripe berry.
And then a sweet fruit, ready to eat. Pluck
It when you do, the mind I do not know;
Will it stop soon? Or will it always grow?
Self Assessment
2022
IQ... 157
Myers Briggs... INFP Though I want to be an INFJ, I am not conscientious enough.
Multiple Intelligences
Verbal... 100%
Mathematical... 57%
Musical... 77%
Kinesthetic... 23%
Spatial Visual... 73%
Interpersonal... 90%
Intrapersonal... 100%
Naturalistic... 90%
Existential... 100%
Big 5 Personality
45% on Extroversion
67% on Emotional Stability
80% on Agreeableness
12% on Conscientiousness
96% in Intellect and Imagination
Update December 2025:
My Intrapersonal intelligence is 100. My Naturalistic intelligence is 97. But, my Musical intelligence is the third highest, at 70. My English is 67. My Logical is 67. My Spatial intelligence is 67. My Interpersonal is 40. My Kinesthetic is 43.
August 2026

My Melodies
Sing, sing songs of wisdom in your heart,
As you walk along the trail of dark,---
Meditate on wisdom's things,
And in the vault above, the angels sing...
Give thanks to God above,
And make a happy melody of
The things of God, so all things impress---
To the LORD, all knowledge invest:
Every word, every deed, everything you've seen
Shall be full of God's wisdom, to forever glean.
Satan calls, "Play games all day!"
As he tries to make you fear the way
To cause you to wander off your path
With idle boasts, so you see he's bad.
Yet, upon the paths of Wisdom pray.
And at the last, when I lie down,
Upon the rock of Christ's thorny crown,
I know, that my best I tried:
On the solid rock I lay down at night:
My bed's a firm foundation stone,
So relief fills my weary bones,
"If I thirst for righteousness, I then shall know,"
And there I rest my heart, to love.
Establish my songs, oh Heaven's King,
My Confessions, My Theses, and my History's things.
For upon Christ's solid Rock I lay,
And I do not fall through the pit's dismay.
Oh, sing, a prophet does not predict futures;
A prophet witnesses and interprets pure:
And on the Law and Nature the Prophet sees
And then he shows it by the strings of reality.
Upon that bedrock is the truth;
Not airy assumptions, but hard proof.
Essay on my Disabilities
So, I have five diagnoses. Schizoaffective Disorder, Tourette's Syndrome, Dysgraphia, OCD and ADHD.
On a typical day, my Schizoaffective will generate weird and bizarre thoughts. Just, distortions of reality. Which, my OCD will obsessively think over, and if bad enough, I'll be compelled to act on it, such as checking to see in the parking lot I left,if I hit anyone---which I didn't, but that's a common fear I have, is accidentally hitting someone. The memory loss associated with Schizoaffective sometimes makes me lose track of short term moments of time, and I have to work to recall it to memory, and if I can't, I get disturbed. It also will cause me to have bouts of very harsh depression, and suicidal ideation. Also, the medicine I take causes severe night disturbances, such as wet dreams, painful dreams, and night terrors.
The Tourettes has been in remission for many years, save for about a two year period in 2014-2015, when I had a severe blinking tic, that would not go away, and I couldn't keep my eyes open for more than a few seconds. This tic actually led to a minor car accident.
My Dysgraphia causes me to reverse the order of things, and also have sloppy handwriting. So, when I'm in a professional setting, I might write a ticket wrong, and it will be illegible. So, that's why when I'm composing sentences, my adjectives go out of order, or sometimes I get negatives backward during mental math. As with the diagnosis, my compositional skills are perfect, and my grasp of concepts is very rich, but the physical disability makes it hard to balance, and makes it hard to do fine motor function.
My ADHD on top of my Dysgraphia, causes poor motor functioning, and makes me restless, so that I never sit still and have to wander. I can't sit for long, without having to go somewhere, and be moving. My mind needs my vestibular system to be active, to be happy. It calms my nerves, and makes me think clearer, but also, the restlessness of my body wants to be on the move. And I also lose focus, and get details wrong, which there will be sometimes errors of names, places, or spelling errors in my writing, which even after decades of looking over the same manuscript, still appear.
The Occult
Chatoyant light flies
Off the gem, the syzygy
Of Saturn, Venus
And the Moon high in the sky.
He called eudaemonia
In mellifluous tenor.
His victim died.
Thus did he.
It's purple blood a fact...
Dripping down the altar
To Baphomet and Baal---
And his fortune never failed,
But he had lost all his joy.
On Trump
The problem with Trumpism, is it just makes a mess of everything. But, that's the problem with Left Leaning Philosophies, too. Why should you work 20 hours a week to keep Medicaid? Why should young children be counseled on how to transition their gender? Why should companies be allowed to screen you based on your point of view in Facebook Posts and such? Why should we progress so far, that employment and even learning becomes obsolete?
The fact is, it's becoming criminal to think differently. On both spheres of politics, if you diverge from either or, you're a pariah. If you fit into one camp, you get protected by their people. And that's the problem, I think, that became apparent when Trump started running in 2015, you began to see the culture shift. With Yale Safe Spaces, and the beginning of CRT and DEI policies in Academia, which led to the Smithsonian being changed. It's a pendulum that swings radically, in both directions, rather than equalizing at the middle.
Whether Trump has an undiagnosed disability is moot. The fact is the cause of his leadership, is polarizing the country, and both sides are creating havoc, and destroying the fabric of Western Civilization. Be it the Left who wants to apologize, or the Right who doesn't want to acknowledge the very real atrocities. We need to understand, America is special, and not apologize for greats of Literature, Arts, and Culture. But, we need to have reverence for the tradition, that America did do bad stuff. It's like the whole country has Borderline Personality, and splits, rather than seeing the nuance.
As right now, the Postal Service isn't working, Police are spying on citizens, and bureaus are being lobbied by all sides to do politician's dirty work. It's more like Feudal Lords, and Baronry, than it is a Federal Government, of the People, for the People, and by the People.
I Was Lost in Devonshire
I was lost in Devonshire,
And I saw there all I needed to see...
There was a Sage who neither man nor woman,
And there was there a great foe to beat.
I saw a prophet speaking,
They wish to turn my life 'to a curse...
To term me that forsaken,
To cause penury for my purse.
I drove to that great highway,
I had left a defeated man...
But though I could not succeed...
I am who I am...
I am that Christian in the Land...
Wandering over the valleys
So if you ever see me,
My friends will understand.