Why I Cannot Be

Why I can't be an Atheist
Is that I believe in good.
I believe in evil.
I believe in the supernatural.
I believe in truth.
I believe in a common shared experience.
I believe in a moral certainty.
I believe in sexual fidelity.
I believe in monogamy.
I believe in inherent values.

Why I cannot be a Muslim
Is because the religion teaches its adherents to lie.
Frankly, this one concept in Islam is so blasphemous to my ears
That in the face of persecution,
Muslims are allowed to lie.
To me, God's standard is truth.
If you were a Muslim, and that God were true
You'd almost be compelled to tell the truth.
Also, I cannot see myself bowing to a rock;
If not for the flawed laws in the Koran
The constant prostration to a rock in the middle of a desert
Shows to me, at least, that the religion is centered around idolatry
And is nothing more than statecraft.

Why I cannot be a Hindu---
Though there is no other religion I'd be
If not for Christianity, the only other one
Enticing to me is Hinduism.
But, its myths have bad ideas about charity.
It praises the prince who capriciously gives
Two mountains of gold to two passer yonders
Rather than to the prince who labors
For twenty-four hours to give based on the poor's needs.
It seems the religion advocates lazy charity;
And it also believes in a Manichaeism,
Making good equal to evil in strength.
Which, I cannot believe either.
And the very notion of becoming a god
Is petulant, self serving and dangerous.
I cannot believe in any religion
That would turn its adherents into gods.
Thereby, giving authority to men
What is unjust to give them
Due to our fallible and finite nature.
I also cannot stomach Dharma or Reincarnation
As if all life were, is about ending it,
I find this view horrible and immoral.
I think life ought to be celebrated,
And rewarded for a good one with eternal bliss.
I also find Dharma insufficient
And lazy, so as to excuse the suffering of the poor
And to excuse injustice, and so tidily chalk it up
With reincarnation, giving justice to pointless abuses.

Why I cannot be a Buddhist 
Is because I find no meaning in suffering.
There can be no meaning in suffering.
To me, suffering is pointless, and is to be avoided.
I find the religion's founder to be gross;
As he would sit among battlefields
And meditate among the rotting corpses.
He would sit in graveyards and meditate.
He seemed, almost, so inured and disassociated from the world.
He, rather than help others, simply bore great grief
And I find that kind of inaction pointless
And even dangerous, and at the highest degree
Buddhism is self serving in every aspect as a religion.

Why I cannot be a Shinto or Zoroaster
Is the same reason. I cannot believe
In an ordering of spirits
To where evil ones are given equal weight to good.
I cannot believe it, because I believe good is strongest
And evil is simply a disfiguration of what is good.
Evil is a distortion of the good, or it's something
That distorts and therefore, is negative rather than something
Positive. I find evil must be destroyed one day
Fully, and that it cannot be dualistic
Giving equal weight to both good and evil.
I believe that good must be stronger than evil
And one day destroy it, otherwise, I cannot believe in 
God, if God is in part equally strong as evil.

Why I cannot be a Pagan
Is that it is banal to me to believe
That many gods and goddesses are warring
Among one another. That they are all benevolent
And thereby, each having its own aim
Wars with the other gods, giving license to one hero
And they all vote upon the virtues of man.
I find this contradicts the very spirit of Good
To say that good is compartmentalized
In metaphors about war, love, oceans or hell.
That is all Pagan gods and goddesses are
To me, are metaphors. And I cannot believe
Metaphors are powerful enough for me to believe
In and worship---as that's a kind of idolatry which I will never succumb to.

I cannot be a Mormon or Jehovah's Witness
Because I believe in the Trinity.
I find God must exist in Three Persons.
Thereby, if One God exists
And carries all the attributes of God
Commonly attributed to Him,
Then God must exist in three Persons.
Thereby, I cannot also worship Michael,
As both these Arian religions worship him.
I believe no angel deserves our worship
And that God the Father and God the Son
Are coeternal, uncreated
And existing for eterniy.

Why I cannot be agnostic is
Because I know a god exists.

Why I cannot be a gnostic
Is because I believe we must
Do good here upon the Earth.
I believe we must abstain from evil.
I do not believe we ought to
Simply live our lives however we want.
I believe we should,
Instead, be fruitful, give generously,
Abstain from sexual sin and violence.
I cannot, again, believe in Dualistic ideas
Of a demiurge and aeon.
Of a physical and spiritual world;
As my entire philosophy on life
Is that both the spiritual and physical
Exist intertwined, and mutually coexisting;
As intricately woven together
As God is in the Flesh of Jesus Christ,

The Intelligent Learn How to be Stupid

The intelligent learn how to be stupid.

I used to pretend to be stupid,

In order to fit in, in order to survive.

Sentences with clear meaning

Fall over the heads of readers and listeners,

So, instead of using reason,

Just say, “That stupid because science.”

No matter how much logic or facts are packed into a sentence,

No matter how much research,

No matter how much evidence for the things unseen,

Or the substance of things hoped for,

Men lie, men steal, men learn the art of dumbing down

Their arguments to mere Rhetoric and Sophistry,

Getting it confused with logic.

 

How frustrating it is,

To listen to people go on and about

All the different myriads of stuff.

If presented with a cogent argument

They deny, deny, deny.

They even use tactics to win an argument.

Imagine if courts were all about winning,

Not proving innocence or guilt.

But, since egos are on the line,

People’s records of “Being tough on crime,”

Innocent people go to jail.

Precisely because of this bias and fundamental flaw

In the way we engage in communication.

It’s not to draw from men their wisdom

But to convince men that we are right.

 

How do you convince people of God’s existence today?

By simply presenting them with the case.

But, they would rather believe in no God,

Because it’s easier.

Deluded, but easier.

They call me a “Flat Earther,”

When I am nothing of the sort.

I say, rightly, we ought to believe in Evolution

And Earth as a Sphere.

The fact remains that I have never seen whether either existed.

I have faith that scientists are not lying to me.

Now you must have faith that I am not lying to you.

There is a God, and the reason why is because there is right and wrong.

There is communication.

There is truth.

There is good.

There is evil.

There is love, joy and peace.

Some might say, “How does that prove that God exists?”

How does Pi get calculated?

I would ask that to anyone who has never done it before.

Simply put, you just measure a circle’s circumference.

These things I present are the measurements used for God.

That there is righteousness and goodness.

You might say, “Well, didn’t God permit crimes?”

I would simply say, “Against nations filled with murderers,

“Pedophiles and cannibals.”

Given into that context, you’d have to be crazy

Not to see why they were destroyed.

 

Thus, when we refine an argument to its most crystal points

It’s most refined kernel,

All of the nuance of truth disappears.

When it disappears,

Men rely on the most primitive facts to discover moral judgment.

Rightly, the Cross is a rock of offense because the LORD had commanded

Wars, yet what do those critics do?

They simplify all arguments to a Sophistic draught

Of nothing, so that there cannot be justice.

And justice is formed by the comprehension of words and their intentions.

Thus, if one were to ask,

“Why ought not the intelligent learn how to communicate with the stupid?”

The reason why is that justice and mercy are at stake.

Should I say it to my friend,

Whom I argued with last night,

I would say this,

 

“Friend, there is a whole body of knowledge you’ve never seen.

“There is much you do not even know.

“I know, quite well, what you mean by “science”.

“But, do you know what I mean about justice?

“Science, unhinged from Word,

“Would become so disgusting and terrible for men and mankind,

“That without Word or its comprehension,

“There’d be no justice.

“Justice is found in the Word,

“The ability to judge the complexities of thought and motivations.

“Without that, I’m afraid science would be more like a prison

“And less like a wing.”

 

I doubt he would understand it.

As, why would he?

He is stubborn,

That simply in the word’s meanings

That is how you know it is truth.

What do you do with deaf ears?

Can you teach them to hear?

As meaning is integral,

And is the sole truth I am teaching.

Not facts, not actualities.

Simply that it can be understood

With the proper amount of time and effort.

And with that, it proves a whole world

Inaccessible to most of our modern men.

For intelligence, when it stoops to the lowest depths

In order to catch the ear with a rhetorical persuasion,

Is the most foul use for it.

Bring the low high,

Do not let the high be humiliated.