Spider-man…
I’m Sony’s.
He’s Disney’s.
I was Twenty-one
He was sixteen.
It all became crap
In 2008.
He has an advanced suit
Built by Tony Stark.
I have one I sewed.
He’s Johnny English.
I’m Dietrich Bonhoeffer.
You all know him.
None of you know me.
Spider-man…
I’m Sony’s.
He’s Disney’s.
I was Twenty-one
He was sixteen.
It all became crap
In 2008.
He has an advanced suit
Built by Tony Stark.
I have one I sewed.
He’s Johnny English.
I’m Dietrich Bonhoeffer.
You all know him.
None of you know me.
Yea, we in Christ we live for, poor:—
The silver thread on Darkened doom—
With closing eyes and resting head
I hold and see His coming soon.
Upon my pillow
Safely’n hand
A thousand pictures fill my head.
I cannot sleep; my mind’s aflight,
And yet I receive Made-of-Flesh.
There are noises,
Sweet or not,—
Afright it shall
Flee tonight
When Christ our anchor.—
On to sleep,
And counts of joy deep,
If Sacrosanct our song.
What dreams they
Chart, North dark and deep
All flying Prince and soaring live;
As Christ the Lamb died to sin
As Christ the Lamb died to sin
As Christ the Lamb died (to) to sin.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep Sheep.
Sleep.
Sleep Sweet.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Sleep.
There was a hypocrite
Who, seeing that he had done much wrong
Said, “The LORD shall not exact from me
“This evil deed. I have murdered,
“Slandered my brother,
“I have stolen from him,
“And I have committed adultery
“Under every oak.
“LORD, I see I am justified by Your blessing
“Knowing I have sinned, You will not exact it from me.
“For, so I have committed offences,
“My grain offering shall be sufficient for the payment;—
“The fruit of my drink offerings and oblations poured into the ground.
“Yes, LORD You shall not visit me for this.
“Rather, when the bugle gets called
“I will enter into my heavenly abode.”
There was a righteous man
Seeing he had done much wrong
Who said, “LORD, I had defiled myself
“In the way. I have lain with two virgins
“Who were not my wife
“And I have defiled the covenant
“With the woman I was betrothed to.
“I had also done violence,
“And had lied for gain.
“I had spoken ill against You
“In my heart, and I had cursed my neighbor
“And I had falsely accused the innocent.
“LORD, I know certainly Your wrath
“Shall abide on me, until the day
“That these abominations are loosed from me,
“For how else, LORD, am I to be made clean?”
Dear,
Ray
I don’t want to get rid of movies.
I know you’d be concerned about that.
I like movies…
Frankenstein,
Hunchback of Notre Dame,
John Wayne movies
And the myriads of movies I watch on Turner Classic Movies.
I don’t want Edgar Allen Poe to stop being read.
Though, we’d have a disagreement about him
I don’t consider him great literature.
But, there is a subtle respect in me
Of what can be accomplished with words.
As you see, his process is in my list
Of great writing advice.
So are you.
I don’t want there to be no rules to writing.
I like punctuation—a little too much.
I like capitalization—not really enough.
I don’t like Aldous Huxely, John Steinbeck
Or Voltaire. Yet, Aldous Huxely portrays
What I dread, John Steinbeck also,
And Voltaire solidified my country.
So, I don’t want everyone conforming to my tastes
As my tastes can be, and often are,
Wrong.
I’ve attempted publishing 75 times, Ray.
You at least got into Playboy magazine;—
And the myriads of other journals.
I hope you read my writing some day
In heaven— I believe you’re going to heaven
Because you seem adamant about Christ.
A gentile maybe, but one I think has a lot of wisdom.
My writing isn’t being accepted.
I get pretty letters half the time
Saying how they like it…
Just they “Can’t use it.”
What does this mean?
If you don’t mind my saying
It sounds an awful lot like Fahrenheit 451.
Excuse me for it being a fundamental work
In shaping my ideas—
You got me to read.
But, when I look at modern rules for writing
I see Orwell’s Newspeak.
I see Beatty arguing with Montag
Wanting to throw Melville into the flames.
I hope you don’t mind my saying so…
Sometimes you seem antagonistic toward me.
But, seventy five times attempted to get published
And I think my work seems unprotected
And out there, what should be published and isn’t.
So, I did what was logical, and went on Amazon.com.
I know you hate the internet, Ray.
But, there’s a lot on here to enjoy and be satisfied with.
It, like a saw,
Can be used to build a woodshed.
Or, as gruesome as it might sound,
It can be used for other, unwholesome reasons.
If traditional magazines do not take me,
Then I must do what I have to do.
And when I send out my business cards
Some force doesn’t let them ever produce a single dollar for me.
Rather, I don’t know what’s happening.
Is it my fault?
I’d think you’d be scared as hell as I am
If something you knew was a good story
Was rejected by thirteen publishers.
Furthermore, great works of poetry were rejected by twenty magazines.
Furthermore, great works of novels were rejected by twelve agents.
Furthermore, that the Art Institute got a letter from me
And didn’t reply back.
Furthermore, that I had sent to about twenty more magazines,
Had submitted queries—the fact is I can’t market worth a damn,
Nor sell food to a starving man… I’d probably end up giving him food.
Understand that’s my problem… I believe, Naively, that good writing speaks for itself.
But, it doesn’t in my generation, now does it?
Frankly, I see you getting angry with me
Saying I hadn’t tried hard enough.
Oh, Ray, I’ve written 22 books,
A 23rd, and a 24th are on their way…
Who knows what else.
If I were a marketer, I suppose
On book one it’d be sold,
But book 2 would never have been written.
Yet… I think like you,
I can be fruitful with success.
And I wonder why I’m not successful.
To the best of my knowledge I have 51 subscribers
On this blog—another attempt at gaining an audience—
I have made 200 dollars, at most,
On my writing, most of it sold to my family
Who do not give a damn about it.
So, I ask you, not that you are a god
Because you’re not.
You are in the grave,
Sleeping…
I ask you, what advice is there to give me
When the Reichstag is being committed by our publishing industry?
Please explain it to me. I want to know.
Why is Russia allowed to read my writing
And Pakistan
But American publishers don’t publish it?
That’s another unfriendly question.
It’s one I want answered.
I know it’s not my government.
It’s something else.
Please, if you like this, buy a copy of my book.
A dish of vegetables
Goes into a kiln
At a low heat.
If one takes the vegetables
Out too early
They are not to the tooth.
So, when the vegetables come out
And are hard to the tooth,
They go back into the kiln.
So are the sons of men;
With affliction they are made wise
So that they are palpable to the tooth.
There once was a city,
With several sage men.
The city would elect
Them to office
Based on their wisdom and
Their craft.
One day,
However,
The people wanted to
Govern themselves,
So they cast out those sage men,
And began governing by majorities.
Soon, a majority called
The Whitemen
Found that there was a minority called
The Blackmen,
And the Whitemen
Didn’t like them.
So, having the majority,
They elected that all
The Blackmen
Be enslaved,
Or otherwise killed.
The Blackmen
Tried to fight back,
But there was general silence
About their extermination
Because
The Whitemen
Had the majority, and
Other men
Didn’t want to be
Who was exterminated next.
With regard,
Majority rule doesn’t make something true.
Salt is good…
So is cream,
Slow cook a recipe instead.
Use some butter,
Margarine another,
Vegetable spreads are good for breads.
Olive Oil makes good dressings…
And Lemon juice makes a tang…
Try new things, if not bad
But remember!
Don’t let it go to your head!
For I tinker, and I experiment
But it’s only to find a fine art…
Art is not what’s new and bold
But what’s been the best from the start.
There are things we have eaten
Since we were little girls and lads
Which our grandparents and theirs have eaten
So put in its place a fad.
Yes, a candy of a different sort
Will taste good at a One Night Stand.
But every night to eat that thing
A chocolate bar looks pretty grand.
For food is good,
And so is to make
A new thing never been done…
But consider if it were really good
It would already be tried by someone!
Life is not what’s new and creative
But finding the truth for you.
For what is truth can be creative
But it’s found because it’s called truth!
We can paint a dot and polka-dot
Those look good on a fashionable dress…
But on a canvas, heavens bless
I could have done that with a press.
No… not to say a white painted board
Cannot be worth a lot.
It’s just… someone who’s worked as hard as us
To earn from our living, we ought.
I say,
“Put the cheese on first,”
To a white employee.
Then she’s too hesitant to know how to make a Taco;
So her manager proceeds to say,
“Only the good ones know that.”
Affirming that the cheese goes on first.
Mine fell apart at Taco Bell
For precisely that reason,
And at the Moes, they threw lettuce on it first.
At the restaurant in Baltimore they didn’t have cumin
Or really any Taco seasoning.
As the great chef Aarón Sánchez would say,
“This is not a Taco.”
Trust me, I understand that sentiment completely.
I suppose if anything were truly wrong with us…
It’s that we don’t do our jobs right
Nor understand simple traditions.
Nobody tells the little black boy behind the counter
That the cheese goes on first.
The little white boy grins and says with contempt,
“You hadn’t told me you wanted cheese on it first.”
The restaurant is a mess, with pieces of lettuce and napkins everywhere.
Understand the actual reality would be considered racist,
Though I don’t intend it to be so
I cannot tell the truth in this instance
Of who really threw the lettuce on first.
It’s a principle as old as time.
Something needs done.
Learn the process of doing it right;
And let the truth be told
So people can have more fulfilling lives
Black or white.
Because on a Taco, the cheese goes on first
And only the good ones know that.
Cheekily, I can imagine that boy reading this
And saying, “Aha, I did put the cheese on first!”
But then he put the lettuce on,
Which is the most backward taco of them all.
It goes cheese, meat, and then everything else
So not to confuse, because the Cheese,
As the manager puts it,
“Makes a seal.”
I think like slow cooking a roast beef
It just makes the tastiest results.
And I think most people would agree
After trying it.
In times of trouble
Said a man,
Mother Mary whispered, “Let it be.”
I was told nobody worships her.
I believe it.
But still, the priest says the alter is not clean
As if they have to order a new one.
It’s not the alter that is sanctified,
Nor the gift on the alter.
Rather, the heart of the repentant.
With that, it is Mary worship
To say the Alter is unclean
And to not cast out the laymen’s sin.
Throw it into the Sea, Judah;—
You know the whole world suffers from it.
We need cleansed;—
Men walk about with their hearts uncircumcised.
What does that mean?
We walk around with our hearts not purified
With that writhing animal within us.
I am not a Gnostic,
Because I say clearly it needs to come out.
How, though? If the priests forget their mysticism?
A thousand homilies cannot take that out;—
It must be done with power, and the knife
Of grace.
Protestants believe it not so;—
Catholics complain about the alter.
I have even heard it, but the knife needs
To be wielded, the surgeon needs to cut.
And should the cancer come up again,
I say, “We walk in the world, every one of us.”
Deliver us! Don’t leave us here, for God’s Sake
And His elect! It should be a treatment,
Like a drip bag, with a scalpel to take out the tumor.
Don’t let us suffer, with that ingrate inside of us
The one you hide, Judah.
Take it out with the knife,
And don’t say, “The alter.”
The alter has no power.
Only Christ has the power to save…
If the man’s heart were unclean
But truly repentant…
I’d say even the most unclean of alters
Would be sufficient.
The dirtiest table.
Throw the alcohol on it
And disinfect it,
Because the old testament laws are no longer aportioned.
Therefore, o Judah, because you understand it is so
Take the scalpel and cut from Elijah, from Judah, from Eleazar
That wife of his, the one who made them suffer all night
That strange wife,
And remove it from him with the scalpel God has given you
The Sword of The Spirit of the Elect.
Or… is it that you have lost faith in Christ?
Has Sardis made you soil your garments, as well?
To see unwieldy surgeons?
So it is, that Jesus is my LORD.
That is sufficient, now perform the cleansing ritual.
What we need
Is a little bit of forgiveness.
We need to not get so hot
Over everything done to us.
The wicked, with their Vengeance
Seek out the letter of the law
To execute blind justice.
Little do they know their own sins.
We as a civilization will,
Instead of cover up,
Expose one another,
Try to throw one another to the dogs.
They lurk, to uncover all men’s skirts.
Up the skirt, the kiln, they look
To see the beauty, the filth
The crust of dirty deeds.
All men want their justice…
They want to feel entitled to
Their enemies’ reward.
So when justice is executed
They cannot see it.
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