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A Dream

I have two sins...
Bitterness and Idolatry.
I slept sweet last night,
And then tried to escape the essene---
And I saw Hephzibah in her olive skin,
And she did not want me.
For I idolized her.
And then, the prison house rapist
Mocked me, where the employer
Wished me to meet my fate.
And because he would not hire me, I had an outburst;
For though I knew his sons and daughters,
He did not wish to hire me, for my bread,
But wished me to be the Prison's Victim.
And I told the rapist, I'd like Brittos
Slay him, yet it was bitterness,
Even with a vile oath.
And then I fought the sith,
And ended up on a Morning Talk Show...
There I saw those same people,
But they ignored me, 
And when I talked,
They said, "This is a weak gospel."
And I saw my acquaintances walk by, downcast,
And I knew not how I offended them...
Was it my fault? I did not know for I could not recall the offense.
Yet, it was my gospel,
Of faith producing works....
They shunned me, though
And had their soldiering to do...
Who they fought I do not know,
But I do know it was not themselves.
And then, after the essene tried to grab me,
And I blurted out my idolatry,
I was bit by two Komodo Dragons,
And avoided a third.
And I walked to the snow, and washed the cankerous wounds,
I could feel my leg were swollen and numb;
Where before I were in the fires of hell so I could witness it were real.
And I asked the local, "Does this kill?"
He said, "No." in his ancient wisdom;
The White Evangelical told me to go see a doctor.
Yet, I washed in the snow.
And before that, I was talking,
And they were discussing the Apostolic Fathers.
And I knew a thing, and they knew a thing,
But they cared not for my thing, only theirs;
They said to respect the Crumbs at the Table; so I listened to their gospel, 
And knew I was but a man.
But then they asked me about the weeds.
To which, I told them about the weeds...
First all they knew were the Dandelions,
So I told them about the Veronica, the Mayapples, the Daisies, 
The Violets, the Broad Leaf Plantain,
But they said I talk too much.
But while walking a little further, I saw what I didn't tell them,
Which was Wolf's Bane, which I knew never to touch.
Yet I forgave my debtor of one hundred shekels;
And I told him, "You reap what you sow."
And the realization came to me as I awoke...
"I have two sinis. Idolatry and bitterness.
"But the rest of it is this faulty world and its ills...
"Most of this is not my fault, I now understand.
"It is just a cruel world."

Have You Ever?

Have you ever eaten a fine dish?
All your familiar flavors are there,
But enhanced to a degree greater.
Have you ever listened to flat music,
That has been played after a sweet
Melody? Such is life and heaven...
Life is a bland dish, cooked well,
Served hot, but heaven is augmented
A little brighter, and the flavors a little
More subtle, and the sights a little
Bit more beautiful than we see now.
And if you have ever heard a song
A fine church melody, play,
And then listened to this world's flat
Contemporary songs,
You shall know... yes, you shall know.
Yet, some are conditioned to prefer
The morsel that is not quite as sweet.

Thoughts About Data Science

Data science is calculus. And we don't use the complete curve to understand it. So, having the complete curve can't help us in any way to make better predictions? That's silly. By using multiple functions, even hundreds, and combining them to define the whole curve, is what we should be doing in all things. Especially engineering and physics.

And if you say we define math, that's teleological. The structures that math describe are inherent in those designs. So, if we're talking about Physics, what could not having the entire curve do? Beside give us incomplete data? And if we're talking about mathematics, why would we need something, that doesn't actually model anything? Be it a code--which is a form of geometry--or a set, or what have you? Because although the geometry isn't connected together in physical space, it still is a geometric pattern. And that's what we have to understand. Because physicists do not get to play God with their data. It needs to have the whole thing interpreted.

All mathematics are rooted in geometry. Including the axioms we use. The axioms we use, move like logic, but if there's nothing real by which the axioms can be used for, then they're not truly axioms. They're just circular and teleological. Everything has to be rooted in reality. Even if it's hyperdimensional space, but we can't just use logic for the sake of logic. Because logic breaks down, when there's nothing real to base the logic on. It's just endless circles. The logic of algebra always works--and you can make true logical chains--but then logic begins to break down, when you're just using logic of logic of logic of logic. As where's the first principles or axioms to begin with in that matter? They're non existent. And there's nothing to test them against, to see if they're actually true. Where Calculus, we can test it, and see it actually works. And so can a quadratic equation. And so can a Pythagorean Theorem, or any of the other millions of applications, from physics to engineering.

We Know Not What to Pray

Walking down the clay path,
I realize, "We know not what to pray."
For we want wives, and homes and children,
And for our hearts by these things made gay.
I then realize, we know not what to ask.
For, we must ask for peace be still,
And to love our neighbor as our last.

Then I see the hellborn servant,
The one who says this phrase,
"I know to hell I am going,
"So go big to win Satan's praise."
Yet there is all suffering,
And there you deserve to die.

So I ask God, I ask God,
"Should I be like him make me die."
For I wish to not walk another step
In this world of empty fame.
If I am a stumbling block to others,
Let me die LORD, if I have thy Rage.
Yet, I ask for peace, and to be made righteous still.
That is why, the Servant of Hell,
Is going, for he is selfishly revealed.
The things of this life are his only treasure,
And to steal from me he will.
He will take all I ever asked for,
Except the heavenly hills I fill
My mouth with, and the roads of golden clay.
There I wish to walk, there I will some day.

Prisca Theologica

This may be true [that there is an ancient theology], but we don't know it without a teacher. And that's why Christ is Rabbi. Christ leads you to that universal theology, and then gives the solution to it. Which is His bodily death and resurrection. As, you see with Natural Religion, moral truths are objective, and since they're objective, they require divine punishment and reward. And since no man is righteous enough for a reward, and all must be punished, God came down to Earth as a Man, and lived a perfect life with no Sin. And then He demonstrated to us through His life and teachings, the way we ought to follow, showing us how far we lack, but also giving us the final proof of that objective moral standard. So, that's why Christ is Rabbi. And He died, and substituted our sin with His righteousness, and gave us His righteousness, and died and was buried with our sin. And then He raised, which cleansed us, as our sin was dead with Him.

Also, Moses was revealed this Prisca Theologica in the Exodus of divine punishment and reward, while Christ satisfied it in His life and ministry. Showing, that God must reveal Himself if He is truly God. And He did three times, with the Deluge, the Exodus and His Life and Teachings, and Bodily resurrection.

When I Was a Child What Did I Want to Be When I Grow Up? Response to Daily Prompt

As a child, I had no plan for the future.
I had no career, or wont for work.
I watched the A-Team and Star Wars
And Ninja Turtles. I ate hot dogs.
I'd eat apple sauce and tuna fish casserole.
I'd go to kindergarten, and fret about school.
There, even, it was too hard.
I'd write my letters on chalkboards,
And sound out all the letters,
And I'd put my number blocks together
In ones, tens, hundreds and thousands...
I'd play with playdough, and learn about division;
I'd learn about multiplication on our blocks.
I'd learn about addition on them, too.
I'd learn phonemes and suffixes and prefixes.
I'd learn about subtraction from apples
And grapes, by eating them.
I'd listen to the teacher read stories.
I'd learn Tall Tales, and about our Revolutionary War.
I'd learn about our Civil War.
I'd learn about Wright Brothers, Ford, Edison and Bell
Earhart, Robinson, King, and Tubman.  
I'd learn Mammals, and Fish, and Amphibians, and Birds,
And Reptiles, and Mollusks, and Cephalopods and Crustaceans
And Insects, and Arachnids and Anthropoids. Some Dinosaurs too.
I'd have little card catalogs with all the animals
And their species, classification and phylums.
I'd play Super Mario World and Donkey Kong.
I'd gaze for hours at the hollo sheets on my encyclopedias
That had the human systems, 
Digestive, respiratory, nervous, cardiovascular, skeletal, endocrine, reproductive.
I'd run with a stick in my basement, and make elaborate
Wars with Army Men and Star Wars action figures.
That was what I was good at, so I tried to turn it into a career.
I guess, that's what I wanted to be, was a professional
At taking all of this and creating something good.

What’s Happening March 28th, 2026

[There's] war in Ukraine between Russia and Ukraine[, and] war in Israel between Israel and HAMAS/Hezbollah[.] America just recently bombed Iran, and Iran declared war against us. But the U.S. is not declaring an official war against Iran, we're just bombing them. The U.K. and E.U. are in no wars as of currently, but are suffering an Immigration Crisis and it's causing hostilities between European Natives and Islamic Immigrants. That I know of. And {...} Trump said Iran launched a ballistic missile to Ireland, and wanted the U.K. to give [us]control over it--which Ireland, I don't even think Trump knows, as there's Northern Ireland and Ireland, which one is independent and part of the E.U. and the other is part of the U.K.. {...}

China is threatening to invade Taiwan, which has the most advanced microprocessing chips in the world. And Trump is sabre rattling against NATO Allies over Greenland because Greenland has rare earth deposits, and Trump wants to move Taiwanese Computer Manufacturing to the U.S. to gain a hegemony on the market. But, it seems Trump mistakenly got Ireland confused with the Indian Ocean in this, as Iran didn't launch a ballistic missile to Ireland, but into the Indian Ocean.

That's what's happening right now.