Oh Jerusalem, Why Have You Transgressed?

Jerusalem, oh Jerusalem,

Your moment of pride has come.

To the breadth you betrayed your prophets

And called them mad and liars and a fool.

You have allied with Media,

Oh Jerusalem…

 

I had loved you.

I had spoken good of you.

Yet I did see you of the world

As a giant. I saw you call me a “god.”

O! Mad Prophet! I am not a god!

 

I had wept for you.

I had prayed for you.

I had given you my benefit of the doubt.

Yet, you stood at the birth of the world

And lifted yourself with pride against your sister Sodom.

 

The prophet you scorned,

He had made his mistake.

He had humbly requested to go into captivity.

He had fought and shamed his own council

And therefore incurred war against himself

For the foolishness of putting himself in bonds

To appease his LORD’s wrath.

 

You, you had laid out the tongue against him

Every day, and had slandered him

Your own brother.

Andrew saw I was right.

So did Elisha.

Who are you? Thou art Jerusalem in Ezekiel.

 

I had taken my oath, and I had performed it

Unto the LORD, I was not late in paying my vows.

I had mourned, and wept, and given all my bread to the hungry

That I could afford.

What did Christ say?

He who has bread share it.

What did you say, “Work like a slave! It is only right.”

This is not the message to the prophet

O foolish man! I had loved you as my own brother!

For God’s servants had required rest.

And rest I did.

I had not taken a mark upon my palm or forehead.

This mark I have is not the mark of the beast

But the mark of a Christian…

To give what I have unto the poor

To love my neighbor

And to desire my God above even my own bread

Which I wept over in tears.

 

Had there been a single thing you said

That was right? So you can fortune tell.

Had  you spoken what was true of an interpreter?

That is to have mercy? That is to have kindness?

That is to loosen the bonds of the captive?

So you had power to heal the blind with a word.

I had healed the blind without a word.

So you had strength to deliver over the spoil in battle

To yourself.

I had fought no battle,

And what battle I fought, it was a sin

Just like yours.

 

Violence is in your hands

O Jerusalem.

In my hands is chaff

For the nations consume my work

Because of your false prophecies.

Repent. But you will be like Jerusalem

Crying over your sister Sodom;

“She had done so too!”

You had forgotten her in your day of pride

O Jerusalem.

I, I had humbled myself and realized my confession was vanity.

That is why I did not resist nor trust in Farrow’s Chariot.

Instead, I had rejected his counsel

And did not resist the punishment.

I did not go forth into greater wrath,

But to appease my LORD I stayed where He had

Made a place for me

And there I had listened to the preachers.

It is not me who is guilty

For I had known my sins;

And when I confessed I realized

Had I resisted, I would be like a snake charmer

Who had no whistle

Or a man walking on coals

And standing there to let my feet burn.

 

I had loved you like a brother.

I had wept for you.

But I found you in the world

As if you belonged there.

Woe unto Jerusalem

Who scorns her prophets.

Indulgence

I wrote a poem

And realized I’d be a hypocrite.

I write in England’s style

But hate Soccer.

I don’t want soccer here.

 

When I go somewhere,

I like the best quality.

I suppose the Conch Fritters in Florida

Would be just as good in Pennsylvania

Should someone care to make them

With the appropriate recipes.

 

I suppose what I don’t like

Is when someone makes a Taco

Without using Cumin

Or Chili Powder.

I suppose mint doesn’t belong

In Tacos.

Though, some Mexican dishes

Might have mint—

I do say I probably had some

Where mint was good.

Because, the person understood

The point of quality.

 

This is my real issue with America

Adopting things like Soccer

Lacrosse, etc.

We have four sports

Already wildly popular in our country.

And, everyone knows at least seven teams

From each sport.

It’s like indulging in something

That’s already satisfied.

We don’t need Soccer.

 

Because Japan playing baseball seems as natural to me

Given the thought, as Venezuela

Or Babe Ruth playing baseball.

It is something that makes sense

And is culturally appropriate.

America does not need Rugby

Or Soccer, or Cricket,

Or Lacrosse, or any of the number of other bizarre sports

That we tend to try to hype up and culturally appropriate.

 

Like, Eminem should rap.

It’s not like that.

It’s more along the lines of this:

What you rap about is important.

If you’re rapping about being a terrible girlfriend

And you’re boasting about how evil you are…

It’s best not to rap about that.

Eminem did not boast in evil.

Rather, he just stated the fact nobody wanted to acknowledge.

The fact that suburban kids were pretty hardcore

And were turning into what were essentially sociopaths.

Soccer falls in line with this very simply:

We have four sports that people regularly watch.

That’s two or three more than the average country.

We don’t need to prove to the world that we’re better at soccer

Because it’s kind of sad.

Basketball,

Baseball,

Hockey,

Football (American).

 

India plays cricket.

It makes sense. They’re patient

They like thinking.

They have ties to Great Britain.

America would be pretty strange playing Cricket

When we have Baseball.

Though, London loves my Phillies

I have to say… But we don’t go colonize one of their stadiums

With a baseball field.

And if we did, it’d be more appropriate than a football field.

Which, the NFL wants to put football fields in Germany and Britain.

 

It’s strange… it’s annoying. It’s indulgent.

It’s hard for me to justify.

A person does not need every sport in their country.

They don’t need to know every card game possible.

They certainly don’t need to know how to play Contact Bridge and Pinochle

And on top of that fifty other trick taking games;

Unless they were a professional,

But then, that person knowing other games as well

Such as all of them…

It’s indulgent.

 

I write stories with morals.

I don’t write stories for entertainment.

Because that is my choice…

To write meaningless stories

In an age where all stories are meaningless

Is indulgent.

For me to go and write a story

For the purpose of simply making money

Is indulgent.

I have nineteen books on my bookshelf

All of them I’ve written

And spent ten years writing.

For me to turn around and write a modern novel

Like Clive Cussler is indulgent.

I don’t need to write like James Paterson.

Not because I can’t.

But because Baseball is an American sport.

And it’s also popular in Japan.

 

There are things which are timely for certain countries

And in an age dominated by Capitalism

It’s hard to preserve cultural traditions.

Which, is why I chose cultural traditions to write in.

Because they need preserved

Otherwise who knows what bloodsport might pop up.

Maybe people hitting each other with actual weapons

In an arena, and it ending up on History Channel.

Oh! That’s a real thing. Sorry.

My imagination wasn’t so sharp there.

A One Way Conversation With a Third Generation Wall

I wrote you a book

But here are the pithy details.

 

Your facts are correct.

And I figured you wouldn’t like what I said.

But, appealing to your better nature,

I heard you reply several times,

“Things are what they are, and it’s inevitable.”

 

So… you just accept things for how they are,

And say devil may care?

Ok…

 

Well, you need to know

That people who spend a lifetime

Doing something,

Don’t make a dime doing it today.

That should infuriate you.

And capitalism is,

In all basic necessities,

Nicholas Sparks.

And so is the modern Publishing process.

 

So, on one hand you snicker

About how you hate capitalism.

On the other hand,

You just blindly accept it.

Then you decide that your contribution makes no difference.

 

Again, I’m not arguing with you.

I’m probing you for useful information.

I saw in you

Something that was true,

But then you went down a different path

Not recommending the great works, because XYZ.

 

The books you read are not entertainment.

They are containers of ideas.

And you need to respect that,

If you’re ever going to be someone

Who has any contributions to make.

 

Because

Fiction is not always about entertainment.

Some of our most important ideas and discoveries

Came from it.

 

Also, some writers are not a team of editors.

In fact, most of us,

If not all of us,

Are not.

 

And just so you know,

I listened to every word you said twice.

I understand you,

The same way you understand capitalism.

It’s just as elitist to say what you’re saying,

That corruption is inevitable.

 

And telling me I “Mansplain”,

Whatever that means,

It’s stupid.

 

Isn’t Mansplaining just an ad hominem attack

On my gender?

To be honest,

I had first thought you were a man.

The only difference my post had

Knowing that you’re a woman

Was I said “Courtesy”

Instead of “Bow.”

 

Other than that, it’s the exact same.

So, telling me I mansplain,

I must mansplain to everyone.

And what I was doing was reasoning with you,

That perhaps you shouldn’t pander

To get audiences.

 

I hate that kind of crap.

I’m not a Savant; I’m not a Genius; I’m not Autistic; I’m not Crazy

What’s interesting to understand

About me, is that I’m not a savant.

I didn’t get hit in the head

Or have epilepsy,

And then get extraordinary skills.

I understand social skills.

 

I’m not a genius.

I’m not smarter than everyone else.

I’m not better at thinking.

I’m just practiced at a skill.

 

I’m not autistic.

I was diagnosed with ADHD

But I have since been cured of it.

I can laser focus on something.

I don’t have obsessions.

None really.

Unless you count working on being a writer.

Unless you count trying to earn a dime on my novels.

Which, in America we call it work ethic.

We don’t call it an obsession.

 

I’m not crazy.

I’m normally right about my assumptions

Though people try to hide it

From me.

To know my assumptions

It would drive the normal person insane.

 

But, I get called an

Idiosavant, Autistic Genius Lunatic.

For that, the LORD has said the Meek among men

Are the ones who take the crown.

Truth is I’m just an average schmuck

With a peculiar gift.

I have a God who cares about me.

Jobs Everyone can do, but Shouldn’t Be Jobs.

 

Oh… get paid to whore

Get paid to play

Get paid to do everything,

Every single day.

 

Minimum salaries

Loose their jobs

While these people live like slobs.

 

I’m a writer… all day all night

I research, I imagine, I craft what’s right.

But these people, they live in luxury.

Not to learn wisdom

But to do things easy.

 

To write this poem

Takes several years

Worth of experience

Worth of tears.

To live like these

To live a lie…

A hedonistic culture

Says I, says I.

 

@8:00 – The only Real Job in this whole video.

My Interpretation of Song of Solomon

Erin’s dells,

Heath of mine heart

The rolling thunders

From you I shan’t depart.

 

Gift from God

The Love of my life;

I have forgotten you

Oh heath of the dell where the rolling hills and valleys

Alighted upon my soul.

 

Sassafras’s aroma filled the shoals

Of affection’s love and righteous heat

Where our two hearts in lover’s embrace

Did alight and sweet melody meet.

I have seen the beauty of Tyrus

Even wonton in a dream…

Nude there for me to see

I saw that lovely maiden in a dream.

 

Yet, hardened of you

Wife of my youth

I did forget your beating breast

Which did get beat at every stroke

Of my heart filled desire

For the Queen of Sheba

Southern Queen…

 

Where are you now

O’ lovely maiden

Who came to me in a vision’s dream?

Are you gone? Shall we meet?

Shall the limpid destiny

Separate us, two turtle doves?

 

Nay, I cannot give you my greatest love poems

For the pomegranates of your wine

The spiced cedar of your breath

Under the heat of the day’s surmise…

Where are you,

Oh milk and honey?

The land of Erin’s Dells

Oh Israel,

Oh Jeshurun

Oh beating love…

Swarthy Shulamite

In the lattice I peer into you

Yet am gone,

For the night watchmen have shushed me away.

 

The king has asked for a concession from you

Oh gift from God

Erin’s dells

The Jorgia of my heart…

Sweet you are, taking many names

Yet the southern queen’s face

I love more.

Yet, it is you who had my heart at first

And it is you, oh loveliest among maidens

Who might have my heart for all days.

 

Oh Shulamite, have you said:

“Who are you?

“Beloved, where have you gone?

“I am undressed

“And myrrh drips from me

“In drops, I am anointed for love.

 

“Beloved,” Heath in the dells,

“I am sick of love.

“Come to me,

“For when I turn the door

“You are gone.

“In my languishing,

“I have sought like a sheep lost from the fold.

 

“I wander the street,

“Oh beloved, I wander the street

“And I am beaten, and stripped.

“I look for you.”

 

Oh, Solomon, a thousand talents are yours.

Take them, and leave me to my land

To till, to vine, to dress and drink.

Where are you, my beloved?

I wait for thee.

 

Two Prophets

One prophet speaks peace

Another speaks war

Then the next day

They both do a  turn.

 

The one who spoke peace

Does say there will be war

And the other he sees

Says peace is assured.

 

This reason, this crux

This riddle of such

Is that the nations have choice.

Media Entrapped Herself

Oh, Media, Media, strong,

Drawn by serpent’s chariot wheels

Your cauldron brewed the fairy lord

And great mischeif to and fro sung;

Mischief upon harbinger’s reels

To and fro, to and fro, on lightning fords.

 

You searched for dragons

Now in you inhabits them

Oh Media Media

Strong, drawn by serpent’s chariots’ wheels.

 

The trap is sprung,

I tried to warn…

Flee you did

With such a woman’s scorn.

Media, Media, strong,

Drawn by serpent’s chariot’s wheels.

 

Now, I bid you farewell.

Media, Media, strong

Drewn by serpent’s Chariot wheels.

 

The whole earth hates you

Oh Media, drewn by serpent’s chariot wheels.

 

Queens and kings, peasants and paupers

Slaves and free…

Oh Media, Media, drewn by serpent’s chariot’s wheels.

 

Media, Media, from the world

We on earth will not love you churl

Media, Media, strong, drewn by serpent’s chariot wheels.

 

The songs were song

The prophet’s wise

Mercy you spared not

But sought a prophet’s demise.

Media, Media, Strong, drewn by serpent’s chariot’s wheels.

 

Now, I say this once again…

Do what you will,

My beloved friend.

Media, o Media, Strong, Drewn by serpent’s Chariot wheels.

 

For the whole world knows it’s you

Who prevented the things to come.

Media, o Media, strong,

 

Drewn by serpent’s chariot wheels.

 

What things did you prevent?

O Media, Media, Drewn by Serpents Chariot’s Wheel?

 

Peace.

 

Glimmered your eye

That I made a mistake.

Media, o Media, drewn by serpent’s chariot wheels.

 

For I am one, another is another

Two prophets there were…

Media, Media, Drewn by serpent’s chariot’s wheel.

 

Abaddon you did praise

Abaddon you did love

Abaddon, Abaddon,

Your sired son.

Media, Media, drewn by serpent’s chariot wheels.

 

I saw your state, lowly and low.

The thing the prophet gave you

Shall be your mourning showl.

Media, Media, drewn by serpent’s chariot wheels.

 

My own eyes saw her

The dogs shall lick…

This is just a poem

But it has you in such a fit.

Media, Media, strong, drewn by serpent’s chariot wheels.

 

My friends you’d test

To make me hate…

My enemies’ behest,

You’d fight for their fate…

Media, Media, strong, Drawn by Serpent’s Chariot’s wheels.

 

Look for dragons, you have found.

The Wyrm is in your head,

For being so proud.

Media, Media, strong, drewn by serpent’s chariot wheels.

 

To poverty you shall go

And loose all your job.

I shall be made clean

And I you have robbed.

Media,

Media,

Drawn by Serpent’s Chariot wheels.

 

Yet, mercy I extend

For I am a merciful man.

This is not Kabbalah

Just a song I have stand.

Media, Media, Strong, drawn by serpent’s chariot wheels.

 

I love my enemies,

And you thought I did hate.

The woman I grew up with

Shall not have your fate.

Media, Media, strong, drawn by serpent’s chariot wheels.

 

For you, by abusing your lungs

Have screamed “Murder”

To an innocent son.

The whole world watched me

By some strange thing…

I did no such thing

So poverty shall be your wedding ring.

Media, Media, strong, Drawn by serpent’s chariot wheel.

 

I tried to tell you…

I was quite silent as a dove.

You have the codex

But everyone else will shrug.

 

“But look! But look!

“He says this so!”

Media, Media, just let it go.

It’s just Corruption

Here is something for the FBI to investigate.

 

Corruption on every level.

The McDonald’s Clerk has to do impossible things

Just to keep their job.

Their crappy job, they have to do what is impossible.

 

The Copyright Clerk denies

A claim because of some technical bureaucratic nonsense.

He refuses, lies by saying the claimant refuses,

Therefore several dozen masterpieces end up on Amazon.com

Where nobody will read them.

 

Federal agents investigate an innocent man

For almost a decade

Because he knew a man who was in a cult

Who has since left that cult…

And the head investigator is a superstitious nut job

Who believes in the writer’s Fairytales

Wasting public resources to prove that Dragons exist.

 

The whole Media lampoons whoever’s president

For almost fifty years.

Then, we have two people under FBI investigation

As front runners in the National election.

 

Friends somehow sneak into a writer’s house

Find a hand written manuscript

And sell it out from under him.

Somehow the characters have the same names

And a peculiar carved bear shows up out of the blue.

 

Billionaires carelessly set up free publishing platforms

Then offer the writers no tangible way to make a living on it…

As if that’s not best, they obviously have read something from it

Because more peculiar and idiosyncratic subjects end up

In their launch for a television platform.

 

Publishers, agents and literary journals rejects me 75 times

Leaving me vulnerable to whatever nonsense is happening right now.

 

FBI, let me conclude the investigation for you.

You’re dealing with a corrupt society.

You, them, everyone.

So long as you know I tell the truth.

O My Nethanim

O my Nethanim

I love you,

My Nethanim.

I love you…

Why do you bite with asps poison?

There in the woods

You stand, like serpents ready

To be charmed.

Charm I do…

For a word, a word

You are ready to tear me into pieces.

 

I humor you

I hear you behind me

Making your bird songs.

 

Have even you turned against me,

Have you turned against one of God’s anointed?

Yes, for in the woods you stand

With the darkness of the cloud of hate

Under your brow.

You tempt the prophet

To sin, when he is only

Commanded by Paul to greet.

Greet I do…

You follow me around

O forest police!

In my heart I imagine the centipede

Biting you on your hand

Or the goose flocking around you

Or the fish jumping from the wakes

To get in between your armor.

 

Yet, I do not want you harmed

For you are pure and right.

Yet, I hear your bird songs

Becoming like the chirp of the frogs…

You are being corrupted.

 

O my loves! Know that when your Nethanim turn evil

It is a soon final test from the LORD!

Walk through the forest

With no fear.

Tell them to repent

And look a fool doing it.

For these shall not save you;

Only the LORD can save you.

Yet, I do not want them

Harmed… for I do not hate them.

I do not want them injured.

Simply understand

Sometimes even the Nethanim hate their subject

For sometimes even they are bribed

By false judges over them.

Stand boldly against them

For they will repent with their whole heart.

Fear, and they shall kill you.